And I think what have I think what have I gotten myslef into? I don't want to war with their whole Aids Axis Dragon...But I know they always wanted me to die of Aids anyway and trampling on my civil rights anyway. It's just dawning on me the extent of it all. The huge industry built on so much pain, and suffering and death. Think like a government and what's 65 million people compared to 6 or seven or 8 billion people?
Mass population control or mass murder, genocide, premeditated homocide. They already hate me so what do I have to lose. They turned my own sister against me, got her at a young age, offer money use their psychology make her insanely jealous of me, so is it her fault? I think she's stupid because they just want us to cancel each other out. They don't care about her as soon as I'd be eliminated then they'd throw their heads back and laugh and eliminate her...
I'm certainly not going to carry on for them now after everything...
So I think of the 65 million who have died and are living with HIV/Aids, so I think of all the dead of World War two of Viet Nam and the world trade center... I think of the general public of this world...I think of most of the government workers who have to hold on to their jobs...If they cared abourt mass population control they could sterilize people at birth! It's kinder than giving them Aids or cancer but where is the buck in that?
It's painfull to know the truth about our "benevolent leaders, and t.v. news and stars." Not all, but their numbers grow by the years.
Pain and darkness....
Light, the internet,public access,the people who publish and make films on their own...Again I can't prove much, especially about Aids. I just suspect and theorize.
I'm on SSI and supported housing how can I complain about the government. I doubt I'd be in this position if it weren't because of the government. What a quandry. Again I just don't believe it's most of the government workers...Factions and portions and plants in key positions...
Let's not forget the deficit...And all the money the government still promises out and spends all at the same time.Tax dollars that they take inand tax dollars that they put out.Fleecing they taxpayer and the major portion goes right back into the Aids Axis Dragons pockets.
Is my insanity for real or not? Inflicted upon me or my genetics and upbringing. A creation of my minds or imposed? Either way no doubt it's real mental illness... and I know I can't solve the world's problems, so I try again to think positive, white light, yoga...And I can not sleep any more. I don't even want to think about this anymore...Pranoia,schizophrenia all the symptoms.
I just pray for clarity a clear mind.
Our father who art in heaven
hallowed be thy name
thy kingdom come thy will be done
