I wrote this huge post and the puter ate it..just like Frappe when I drop some food. That hasn't happened to me in months (puter in months, Frappe just a few seconds ago). Here it is again.

I saw my "express lane" pdoc for my shot. I told him (Yes we had a conversation) about Margaret and her failing health. He said that "I need to be careful because I've haven't dealt with this type stress too well in the past." He's right. BUT! The "stress busters" I have now are more than I've ever had. Back then I had no support. Now I have a huge range of support. Online and at church. YOU out there in cyberworld have been my saving grace. I am grateful for all that you've done for me. THANK YOU EVER SO MUCH!!

It isn't easy for me to ask for help. I could be limping and have a bullett wound and still not ask or help...God forbid I get shot. I am asking for help right now. I just wrote that I found support, I am now asking you for some more. My mind is foggy. My path unclear. Please help me to get back on track. I am not totally lost but very near.

The other night Mandy (my daughter, yes she's named after the Barry Manilow song. I am hopeless romantic) was here talking to the missionaries and a couple from church. We were discussing Mandy's possible baptizism this month. One of the things we talked about was her ex moving in. Being chaste is a requirement to be baptized. We implored her to not let him move in. She doesn't love him and he doesn't love her. It was all financial in nature. He wanted to move to Oklahoma. The next day..Wednesday, she called and said that she told him no! I was so happy that if I were standing up I'd do a "happy dance." So all is in line for her to baptized. WOO HOO!!

I have to fast for bloodwork this morning..I have to have some done for my MD and my pdoc. I hope they leave some for me..I understand the nature of fasting but there are Reese Big Cups calling me...

Tonight we are going to one of Margaret's cousins' daughter (second cousin right?) wedding. I am psyched to go..We get to dance...I've been wanting to dance for some time now. That's not entirely true..Margaret and I have been known to dance in stores. I can't wait. Besides I like dressing up. Vain yah.

I'm gonna copy this before I post it..wish me good fortune.

Sir Edmund Hillary: "It is not the mountains that we conquer, but ourselves."

David