The voices are demonic

Hi Helen, I have paranoid schizophrenia and beleive also that the voices are spirits. Sometimes I hear a roar of thousands of voices from above booing or arguing against the unclean spirits and devils so it's encouraging to know I have a heavenly host of support. Unfortunately the demons are loud and like the sound of there own voices but I stay strong with prayer. Well actually I'm a complete mess and I somehow survived an overdose as well as driving my car into a light post at 120kms but I'll never lose the faith.

 

I started hearing voices after taking methamphetamine 7 years ago and staying awake for 3 weeks. Then they kept me awake with many months of very little sleep. My life has now changed greatly since my drug using days and I'm drug free but I still constantly hear voices. What am I supposed to do as the prescribed medication has never helped?

 

I'm on largatil, phenergan, piportal injection, antidepresants, orphenadrine and sleeping pills and something else. I really don't think that all these meds are helping, though I need the sleeping pills to sleep.

 

I fear being incarcerated in hospital if I don't come right which is where I've just come from after the suicide attempts.

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Hi Daniel. I am also a paranoid schizophrenic.  I know what you are going through. My heart goes out to you.  You are suffering badly. I am on largactil and clopicsol. Even though the medication has closed the door to the voices in an extent i still struggle some time with voices when I try to go to sleep. I believe the devil knows my sleep is important to me so that is what he will try to disturb. If i choose to I can communicate with the voices.  Put your trust in God and live a clean life. I find that taking ginkco biloba, Omega 3 and 6 and ginseng helps me to sleep better.  I have been taking it for a week now and I have not taken a sleeping tablet for the last week. Please contact me again.

I am currently working as a teacher but my memory and concentration is poor. Do you work?

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Hi Helen. No I lost my job as a printer because of all the time off work in hospital. I also sense evil faces behind my face which I can't stand. In the past it's been a real smug expression but more recently it's hate I can sense on my face.

 

Now I'm a gentle natured person with a kind heart so sensing these wicked features drives me crazy. Also sometimes one spirit who I call the joker laughs at quite sick things which is a worry for me because his emotion sometimes overpowers my emotions and I find myself grinning when I should'nt be.

 

All this sounds completely crazy to those who don't realise the effect demons can have on people and I should mention that most people would'nt even notice these facial features on me.

 

I could tell you some stuff that makes me sound even crazier like when I slumped to the floor paralysed after they twisted something in my spine and used needles against me. But fortunately I could walk after prayer. I used to use intravenous drugs.

 

I have been on clopicsol as well but I developed a rash and it made me feel like my brains were being fried. I hope you are okay on it but I don't recommend that one if it's the one with the other name zuclothenpixol or something but I'm no doctor. Although it seems psych docs seem to prescribe indiscriminately, it's a bit of a lottery and if your under the mental health act they force you to take them.

 

About 6 years ago I found myself locked in a police cell and I was about to jump off a table head first into a concrete urinal to make the suffering stop but a policeman stopped me. Talk about evil, these demons and unclean spirits just laughed and continued tormenting me. These wicked spirits will be on there knees before Father God by the sword.

 

I'm from New Zealand where I'm sending this out from my mum and dads place which is where I am now after spending 6 months in hospital.

 

Well I shall keep you in my prayers Helen, God bless you.

 

 

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Hi Daniel

Thankyou for sharing so much with me.  I have also noticed that the demon can make me say something that does not come from me.  My thoughts can also be affected.  I dont know if its the illness or the clopicsol but I am unable to concentrate and remember names.  I think its also frying my brains.  Sometimes if someone explais something technical to me it feels asif the understanding of the concept simply wont go into my brain. 

My story is somewhat different to yours.  I have never taken drugs.  My ex husband a pilot was very evil.  While we were married he often said to me that he was going to drive me to insanity and then take the children. And thats what he did.  He tortured me emotionally and abused me physically untill there was very little of me left.  He is a very influential man and bribed my attorney not to help me so I walked out empty handed in my divorce. He had me abducted and beaten up and locked up in a cell with rats and cockroaches. He succeeded in what he wanted to do. In 2002 he broke down a door and entered our home with a socialworker and police and with a invalid order from a court that had no jurisdiction in the town where I was staying.

It took years of attempts to get my children back. Eventually I was taken to an institution and left there for 3 months.

 

Now I have a new life, I work but its diffycult. 

 

  I am also softhearted and a born again believer. Please contact me at btroux@absamail.co.za

 

 

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Hi Chris, I am a paranoid schrizophenic but I have been stable for the last 3 years. I find that if i concentrate on the voice it suddenly makes an comment.  This comment is usually a mocking one. I am struggling with my memory and concentration and it is diffycult to function in my work.  I know that through the illness the devil finds an opening but i resist it.  The medication has helped in a large extent to minimize the voices. I sometimes struggle to sleep.  I take largactil and an clopicsol injection.

 

Yes, I had a lovely holiday with my daughter who is 15 years old.  I lost both my children to my ex when I became sick.

 

I have read that the voices can be of an upper level or a lower level.  I think that means that they can come from either God or Satan.  I think with schizophrenia they are more of a negative nature and evil, mocking taunting or telling the individual to commit an act of an evil nature.

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I heard demon voices telling me they were god.These demon voices told me to kill myself two times and I tryed.I was set free in 1985, went to a real christian church and followed the bible. The demon voices went away and got very quite.amen
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