Hi
I received treatment in 2004. Im a christian and believe that the voices that Im hearing are purely demonic. I believe that somehow an opening for the devil was created by the desease. That is why I have chosen to ignore these voices and to carry on with my life and trust in God. I am still taking an ancient form of medication because I cannot afford the newer drugs


Helen:
For many years, I thought the voices I heard were demonic. I even thought Satan himself was talking to me. I'm still not entirely convinced that they were not what I thought they were, but even if they were, my medications have sent them all packing.
I thought the devil had created an entryway for my demons into my mind. I couldn't keep them out. And then he started letting everyone in. I lost track of who I was and thought that I become everyone that I heard speeking. It wasn't multi-tasking, but it sure was multi-thinking. Crowds scared me to death.
Since they're now gone (thanks to my medications), it really doesn't make much difference what they were or were not.
I move on with my life very much as I always have, but now I can find peace when I need it and friends like you to talk to.
Keep writing. It helps a lot to talk about it with others that have been there.
Robin
Hi Helen, I have paranoid schizophrenia and beleive also that the voices are spirits. Sometimes I hear a roar of thousands of voices from above booing or arguing against the unclean spirits and devils so it's encouraging to know I have a heavenly host of support. Unfortunately the demons are loud and like the sound of there own voices but I stay strong with prayer. Well actually I'm a complete mess and I somehow survived an overdose as well as driving my car into a light post at 120kms but I'll never lose the faith.
I started hearing voices after taking methamphetamine 7 years ago and staying awake for 3 weeks. Then they kept me awake with many months of very little sleep. My life has now changed greatly since my drug using days and I'm drug free but I still constantly hear voices. What am I supposed to do as the prescribed medication has never helped?
I'm on largatil, phenergan, piportal injection, antidepresants, orphenadrine and sleeping pills and something else. I really don't think that all these meds are helping, though I need the sleeping pills to sleep.
I fear being incarcerated in hospital if I don't come right which is where I've just come from after the suicide attempts.
Hi Daniel. I am also a paranoid schizophrenic. I know what you are going through. My heart goes out to you. You are suffering badly. I am on largactil and clopicsol. Even though the medication has closed the door to the voices in an extent i still struggle some time with voices when I try to go to sleep. I believe the devil knows my sleep is important to me so that is what he will try to disturb. If i choose to I can communicate with the voices. Put your trust in God and live a clean life. I find that taking ginkco biloba, Omega 3 and 6 and ginseng helps me to sleep better. I have been taking it for a week now and I have not taken a sleeping tablet for the last week. Please contact me again.
I am currently working as a teacher but my memory and concentration is poor. Do you work?
Hi Helen. No I lost my job as a printer because of all the time off work in hospital. I also sense evil faces behind my face which I can't stand. In the past it's been a real smug expression but more recently it's hate I can sense on my face.
Now I'm a gentle natured person with a kind heart so sensing these wicked features drives me crazy. Also sometimes one spirit who I call the joker laughs at quite sick things which is a worry for me because his emotion sometimes overpowers my emotions and I find myself grinning when I should'nt be.
All this sounds completely crazy to those who don't realise the effect demons can have on people and I should mention that most people would'nt even notice these facial features on me.
I could tell you some stuff that makes me sound even crazier like when I slumped to the floor paralysed after they twisted something in my spine and used needles against me. But fortunately I could walk after prayer. I used to use intravenous drugs.
I have been on clopicsol as well but I developed a rash and it made me feel like my brains were being fried. I hope you are okay on it but I don't recommend that one if it's the one with the other name zuclothenpixol or something but I'm no doctor. Although it seems psych docs seem to prescribe indiscriminately, it's a bit of a lottery and if your under the mental health act they force you to take them.
About 6 years ago I found myself locked in a police cell and I was about to jump off a table head first into a concrete urinal to make the suffering stop but a policeman stopped me. Talk about evil, these demons and unclean spirits just laughed and continued tormenting me. These wicked spirits will be on there knees before Father God by the sword.
I'm from New Zealand where I'm sending this out from my mum and dads place which is where I am now after spending 6 months in hospital.
Well I shall keep you in my prayers Helen, God bless you.
Hi Daniel
Thankyou for sharing so much with me. I have also noticed that the demon can make me say something that does not come from me. My thoughts can also be affected. I dont know if its the illness or the clopicsol but I am unable to concentrate and remember names. I think its also frying my brains. Sometimes if someone explais something technical to me it feels asif the understanding of the concept simply wont go into my brain.
My story is somewhat different to yours. I have never taken drugs. My ex husband a pilot was very evil. While we were married he often said to me that he was going to drive me to insanity and then take the children. And thats what he did. He tortured me emotionally and abused me physically untill there was very little of me left. He is a very influential man and bribed my attorney not to help me so I walked out empty handed in my divorce. He had me abducted and beaten up and locked up in a cell with rats and cockroaches. He succeeded in what he wanted to do. In 2002 he broke down a door and entered our home with a socialworker and police and with a invalid order from a court that had no jurisdiction in the town where I was staying.
It took years of attempts to get my children back. Eventually I was taken to an institution and left there for 3 months.
Now I have a new life, I work but its diffycult.
I am also softhearted and a born again believer. Please contact me at btroux@absamail.co.za
Daniel,
Having faith will definately improve your prognosis. Unfortunately schizophrenia like symptoms associated with amphetamine use are caused by physiological changes in your brain, especially in the area of the brain that controls speech and speech recognition. schizophrenia itself is a product of disregulated glutimate pathways, thats why 1st 2nd and 3rd gen (typical and atypical antipsychotic meds dont help) those meds regulate dopamine uptake, and would have little affect on drug induced schizophrenia like symptoms, which is what you most likely have. Glutimate regulators will be out in about 3 years, and they have the benefit that they may help with your condition. They effectively alleviate drug induced as well as typical postive schizophrenic symptoms. So keep praying, stay strong in your belief and when the glutimate meds come out, I think you will be pleasantly surprised. Remember, you dont battle against principalities, but poor choices, the voices are just a disease and can never really hurt you, in this life or the next.
I experienced the same voices. I had been using meth heavily for over six months and one day my drug induced paranoia turned into many different voices that constantly tormented me. The scariest part for me was when these voices started saying things that I would never think of ever. At that point I was truly scared. I knew then that those voices weren't mine. At that point I stopped using, but for over six months the voices kept taunting me despite my sobriety. It wasn't until my doctor prescribed wellbutrin that the voices finally stopped. The nightmare that I had been living stopped and here I am six years later living a life without paranoia and oral hallucinations. I will never forget that experience...I still believe that those voices where not coming from me...I know my thoughts and the most sinister evil thing I can think of does not compare to what those voices said to me. What helped me cope before the medication was I took control over my spirit and I kept my faith in God and I asked for protection. There was one voice that was good...it was my angel...protector...my minds way of defending itself. In my confused state of mind this voice brought me hope and protected me from the bad voices. It seems crazy talking about this now, but I lived it and I overcame it. I will never again in my life open myself up to negative influences. The Wellbutrin was given to me for depression. I didn't tell anyone that I was still hearing voices after I had been sober. All I know is within a few days the voices began to fade and soon my mind was clear again. I no longer take the Wellbutrin and I am happy to say that I am no longer haunted. I don't know if that medication will work for you, but it worked for me. It's funny I remember the good spirits voices fighting with the evil spirit voices. It was like a war was being waged on my soul. Trust in those good spirits...it will help you find your way. I hope that you find peace. May God be with you. I will pray for you. You are not alone.
I am not a schizophrenic however my brother has been diagnosed with this. Christ came to set the captives free indeed, and those whom he set free are free. Read his word, bind the principalities, dominions, strongholds and powers of darkness and the evil spirits with the name of Jesus and take authority over them through Jesus name. He says our battle is not flesh and blood but against spiritual wickedness. You must seek the lord with all your heart, read his word, pray search the scriptures for in them you will find life and deliverance. If by rare chance it is chemical, why are these voices always evil? Because they are I believe. Resist the Devil and he will have to flee, you must be wearing The Full Armor of God the scripture talks about. Wearing your Armor is wearing Jesus. God give you deliverance and his Holy Spirit and Angels to do Battle with and for you. Amen
Hi, I'm paranoid schizophrenia and I to believe that the voices in my head are spirits. I have a great support team that has helped me through the hard times. When I didn't if I was coming or going. But now I'm a junior at Troy University and I work part-time. I have an interview tomorrow with the school system as a office manager. I pray to God everyday and I go to church, bible study, my doctor and my therapist regularly. I believe if you follow the rules that the doctor gives you will do just fine I have a wonder drug called effexor and reispdol or respdone. I take a night and it help me sleep. So to the guy that's on all that medicine try asking your doctor for reispdol and effexor they are wonder drugs. I think I spelled them rightSo I pray that everyone listens to the doctor and everything will be okay.
Red,
Dear Daniel,
I know that the Lord Jesus lead me to this site for you. You are correct the voices that you are hearing are demonic, but the blood of Jesus is against them we call out every demonic spirit that is tormenting you in the name of Jesus. No medication has the power to fight the supernatural, only the Most High God has the power to deliver you, but you must and (I say must believe!!) I will be praying for you and no devil in hell will keep you bound! Do you believe this. The Bible tells us that whatever we bind on earth shall be bound in heaven and whatever we loose on earth shall be loosed in heaven. I bind up every demon by the blood of Jesus that comes against you and I cast them into the abyss NEVER TO TORMENT YOU AGAIN! I RELEASE THE POWER OF THE HOLY SPIRIT INTO YOUR HEART AND EVERY AREA OF YOUR LIFE. RECEIVE HIM RIGHT NOW. Daniel your sins are forgiven He has wash you white as snow, now go and walk in grace and be free in the Lord... God Bless you! Your sister in Christ! I love you!
This comment is completely wrong! This is the work of the enemy this is not normal and is not the way God chooses for us to live! These demons do affect you in this life and who wants to be torment on earth every day just to go to heaven. Jesus said I have come to give you life and life more abundantly. Your comment is out of content with the word of God!
This comment is completely wrong! This is the work of the enemy this is not normal and is not the way God chooses for us to live! These demons do affect you in this life and who wants to be torment on earth every day just to go to heaven. Jesus said I have come to give you life and life more abundantly. Your comment is out of content with the word of God!
May I ask what type of anti-psychotic you took to send the voices packing?
I have this problem too 24/7 with about what seems 150 people... I am very worried from day to night and find praying helps a lot but the shrinks have tried all manner of medication on me and nothing seems to work for me... I am glad you overcame this condition and I wish more people would write about their experiences... I wish there were books on personal experiences. I have had this problem for 3 years now and I am coping awfully well but I have my bad days and I still can't believe I have this burden to deal with along with other every day problems now...
Hopefully I will be in the same place you're in soon.... X
My son has the disease and he thinks that he is Jesus! He also says that the voices tell him to kill, but he dosen;t because, as he says, he has the power? He refuses to take his medication! I don't know what to do?
Hi,
I am suffering from the paranoid schizophrenia. It is a difficult time for me and my loved ones. I understand the stress you may be under. I am quite grateful to God for seeing me through very difficult times. Medication has helped me manage my illness better. I take my medication constantly now. I also used to think that I was the devil at some point, and Jesus at another point. Now I don't think that way any longer. I do still hallucinate, but am getting better all the time, thankfully.
I feel that it is a serious thing for a diagnosed schizophrenic not to take his/her medication. Here in England the law also adopts a similar position. Here in England treatment can be forced on an individual who refuses to take his/her medication concerning mental health disorders. I am not very clear on what the law says. However if your son thinks he is Jesus and is hearing voices that are ordering him to kill, and is not taking his medication: this should be managed as soon as possible. I am not sure what the law says in your country, but I feel that you can approach his doctor, who diagnosed the medication. The doctor should know what to do, with a view towards getting your son to take the medication he obviously needs. It would be a tragedy if he is no longer able to resist the hallucinations, because he is not on medication. I would suggest asking his doctor to do something about this.
All the best and God bless.
Anthony.
Thank you for your response!
I have spoken to his doctor's with no help at all. In the United States, the term patient rights has no boundaries. In other words, medication cannot be forced on a patient if he doesn't want it. The only option I have is to have him 302, but even in that enviorment he can yet refuse. My son insists on mixing drugs ( herb, estascy) with his medication. He has been told that this will have an even more adverse affect on him. I am praying that God will keep him, and that he will continue on his meds. I am not giving up, but this is a very frustrating situation to be in.
I just found this website yesterday, and believe the Lord led me here via Google! I was doing some research to try and better understand what a close friend of mine has been struggling with. We grew up together in kindergarten and graduated from High School together here in the US. He was a very popular guy and a star football player. He even played in college for a while. Though, in recent years I have visited him in homeless shelters and wondered how he is even still alive.
He's been diagnosed BP and SZ for almost 10 years. I was writing him a letter, when I decided to try to find out why he writes crazy things. That's when I came across the website. Reading these posts have confirmed that my friend is under demonic attack, like so many others suffering from SZ. He's now in jail for sending some of his SZ writing and pictures to an ex-coworker. It's a very long story...
While in school everything seemed normal to me and his parents. His parents have spent and sacrificed so much to see their son well and able to function on his own. Their son and my friend is 35 years old. He's been in and out of hospitals and treatment centers in several states. He takes his meds for a while and then stops, I'm sure everyone knows the cycle that takes place.
He hears voices and dreams/hallucinates all the time. He has never taken drugs that anyone knows, except for his meds. He draws what is in his dreams and writes all the time. He has been drawing pictures of goat men for a while now. Goats are not represented in the Bible as being good. They are always used metaphorically as being of the devil. You can see this symbol used in many of the occult practices. His writings, pictures, and speech patterns are very disturbing to say the least.
Right before all of this behavior started showing up he was heavily involved in martial arts. One such form that he was heavily involved in believes in taking on animal spirits to help them fight better. The first time he was taken to get medical help he was howling at the moon like a wolf. He was reading a book about shamanism too. I have believed for a long time that he opened his soul to attack from demons at this point in his life.
Also, he was married for a short time to a woman who was BP. He became depressed very badly after the divorce and devoted a lot of his time studying martial arts.
I have encouraged him to pray and attend church, and he has some. However, as he says, "I want to serve the Lord, but something is stopping me." He is reluctant to get baptized for some reason. I believe his medical condition is really a demonic attack. The meds may seem to mask over the BP and SZ symptoms some, but the internal spiritual struggle goes on underneath.
I do believe he is still alive because of his desire to live and be whole. Also, I'm sure the prayers of his parents and mine have proved to reach heaven, providing God's grace and mercy in his life. He was released from the rehab hospital a couple of years ago and decided to take a hitch hiking journey out west. I remember thinking, "Oh Lord I'll probably never seem him alive again." After a year and a half homeless track across the US he came back bruised and battered, but still alive!
Jesus is willing to bring deliverance to all who ask him. My friend has not yet come to the end of his rope and reached out to Jesus for deliverance from these demonic forces. But when he does, he will find Jesus' words still true even today, "Come to me, all who are tired from carrying heavy loads, and I will give you rest. Place my yoke over your shoulders, and learn from me, because I am gentle and humble. Then you will find rest for yourselves because my yoke is easy and my burden is light." Matthew 11: 28-30
I will be praying for you and your son!
Just keep on praying that he will take his medication i do believe that schizophrenia is all about the devil's work on us but medication does help. help us to sleep and sometimes focus ......
May god be with you
Thank you so much Rosie! He's agreed to go with me this thursday to see his counselor and get his shot! Thank God!
I hear your concern for your son's well-being and safety, and I hear your frustration at being unable to fix the situation for the one you've dedicated your life to protecting. Schizophrenia is a disease, but there is definitely a spiritual component to it. The demonic voices are truly demonic voices. How it happens, how much is medical and how much is spiritual isn't really important. We don't have to understand it to take authority over it. Here is a site that you might find helpful: www.schizophreniadefeated.com
You need contact with a church or group that knows how to pray with the authority of the Blood of Jesus. This is a battle for your son's life. If you are a born-again believer, you have the authority. The above mentioned site will help you know how to pray. Use the scriptures--pray them aloud. Anoint your son's pillow with oil and prayer. Bind the demonic forces. But get other believers to help you with this because by yourself, you will be attacked. The enemy will try to use sickness or injury or destruction of your marriage or job--anything he can to further defeat you and weaken your resolve to fight the good fight.
God bless you. I pray that the God of the Angel Armies protects you and your son. Place him under the shadow of God's wing where no harm can come to him. I pray that our Lord, the Healer, heals your son and that the Holy Spirit lead you in all truth.
Christian Nurse
Wake up people it's REAL.
Sitting here reading so many different comments and viewpoints and judgements was almost as tough as the spirits(demons) constant chatter and berating. And they can control sleep and other physical manefestations as well, but always remember we are not seeing the real battle happening around us as well. Put your faith, life and trust in GOD first. Soon we will understand why we suffered through this and our eternal bodies and minds will be glorious.
I can identify with your horror i am ten years clean from crack cocaine and i still suffer the voices.They are not words i would use and im scared.I have been on amisulprde for sometime yet this constant terror telling me i beleive how it beleives and now suffer unbelief scares me along with all the verbal abuse.There is so much that has been said...i just dont know what to do..help
I registered and my user id is kris2901. If you want to talk send me a message. There is a way out. Those voices can be overcome.
Hello,
I suggest antipsychotic medication, therapy, and a support group as well as a 12 step program if you feel such a 12-step program would help.
It is a great thing to conquer an addiction and I give you great respect for the struggle you've been through and continue to live through.
Feel free to write SharePosts as well which are blog entries to get support and encouragement from other community members here.
We will support you.
Regards,
Christina
Hi, my father has been suffering from mental health issues on record for more than 37 years. 'Schizophrenia' resulting from Post Traumatic Stress Disorder. In plain English he witnessed very brutal murders during war, when he was just nine years old. In later life understandably, he had some social interaction issues and serious confusion about God and the Devil, life, death and beyond. He has been on many different meds over the years...He is currently stable(for lack of a better word) on a certain combo, which have horrible side effects. I have been caring for him since I was 12 years old and I am now in my early 30's. I have been looking into religion, history, psychology the occult for many years. My Father has described apparitions, visions and voices that are straight from the deepest, darkest evil source you could possibly imagine. Some of this visions etc he explained to me have also been seen by others all over the world, like in times past especially Demons of the Hindus, Japanese, Buddhist and so on. This made me wonder if it is possible for a person who has a fractured mind and muddle up all information received constantly and cook up weird visions and voices?or is he is open to, and is channelling evil spirit's? Would this not be a 24/7 thing if it were purely organic? MPD, DID diagnosis is not clear at times on some things. One thing is for sure he does misinterpret real life everyday communications. But it is when he switches into that 'other mode' he is not himself at all. He believes he can hear the Voice of God audibly sometimes. He feels he has a special function in this world, able to curse nations at will. He curses God sometimes and mocks believers in Christ Jesus. He also says he is Jesus... or even more than Jesus? He also has confessed, that he thinks entities are speaking to him? He listens to them and has become a custom to them, sometimes bursting into laughter for hours, and then sometimes not being able to get up, or even to make a cup of tea or hold a regular conversion from dis-pare and metal overload ? He claims that one of the torments is hearing a dialogue constantly in a strange Latin, Arabic type ancient language, which makes him unable to concentrate? He displays a full range of symptoms the full spectrum of highs and lows but in a very in-consistence pattern? Points to consider: Other people have identical visions, voices etc. He has very dysfunctional thought processes due to being on meds and having no routine and trauma from his past he is discredited from the word go after having taking meds? He is clever enough to hide is illness if need be for most part of the day if a new person is on the scene, and denies having ever heard voices altogether when asked at times. He is aware that they are personalities talking to him, some very nasty and controlling him(he confesses to me when his guard is down). The entities speak to him threaten him if he were to tell anyone they will drive him to absolute insanity or worse. He is extremely scared, it is physically noticeable. The psychology world in practise are mostly atheist and use shamanistic methods in dealing with patients like regression which is all about the subconscious and pass lives also(is that science or religion?). The major figures the forerunners of modern psychology like Jung for example were heavily into the occult, seances, Ouija boards, poltergeist manifestations the works! This is a fact. Jung has a book called the RED BOOK where he has communicated with spirits of the Dead from the second century AD and a personal guardian angel named 'Philemon' he himself would be considered unstable. In the last two years a became a born again Bible Believing Christian, praise God. I used to think all religion is nuts due to the evidence of false straw-man versions of christianity around us. I have now read up on the links to the occult and so called psychology... In short a person can be self deluded to a certain level, but a rose by any other name still smells like a rose. The world of the Occult run by the Demons under the control of Satan himself is REAL. The Devil would love a human beings to believe there is no cure for an illness with no borders!! Destroying the hope in that person and assigning that person to a life of medication ans stigma. The power of a lie is when a person believes it. If the truth will make you free, then what will a lie do? We CAN be delivered from ANY evil bondage by the actual person of Christ Jesus 'God manifest in the flesh' who is God the Son with God the Father & Spirit. I am praying for my Father and all others. Satan loves to torment, destroy humans spiritually, mentally and physically... the slow way. Satan remains anonymous, defined out of existence by modern 'organic' secular belief systems. Just think, if he really does exist? And God's Word explains this fact...then he would certainly do what he is doing to my Father and others. Satan was Liar, murderer and a theif from the beginning. Lies about God and lies about the free gift of salvation, lies about the human soul/spirit, blinding the mind of the masses to commit war/murder and steeling lives and destroying the family unit. Only Satan who took one third of heaven with him when he fell could be responsible for this: The mask is off! -Have FAITH, REPENT and turn to JESUS while you still can. HE is the HOPE that will heal the lost and broken hearted... With much love Ace01
Hi, my father has been suffering from mental health issues on record for more than 37 years. 'Schizophrenia' resulting from Post Traumatic Stress Disorder. In plain English he witnessed very brutal murders during war, when he was just nine years old. In later life understandably, he had some social interaction issues and serious confusion about God and the Devil, life, death and beyond. He has been on many different meds over the years...He is currently stable(for lack of a better word) on a certain combo, which have horrible side effects. I have been caring for him since I was 12 years old and I am now in my early 30's. I have been looking into religion, history, psychology the occult for many years. My Father has described apparitions, visions and voices that are straight from the deepest, darkest evil source you could possibly imagine. Some of this visions etc he explained to me have also been seen by others all over the world, like in times past especially Demons of the Hindus, Japanese, Buddhist and so on. This made me wonder if it is possible for a person who has a fractured mind and muddle up all information received constantly and cook up weird visions and voices?or is he is open to, and is channelling evil spirit's? Would this not be a 24/7 thing if it were purely organic? MPD, DID diagnosis is not clear at times on some things. One thing is for sure he does misinterpret real life everyday communications. But it is when he switches into that 'other mode' he is not himself at all. He believes he can hear the Voice of God audibly sometimes. He feels he has a special function in this world, able to curse nations at will. He curses God sometimes and mocks believers in Christ Jesus. He also says he is Jesus... or even more than Jesus? He also has confessed, that he thinks entities are speaking to him? He listens to them and has become a custom to them, sometimes bursting into laughter for hours, and then sometimes not being able to get up, or even to make a cup of tea or hold a regular conversion from dis-pare and metal overload ? He claims that one of the torments is hearing a dialogue constantly in a strange Latin, Arabic type ancient language, which makes him unable to concentrate? He displays a full range of symptoms the full spectrum of highs and lows but in a very in-consistence pattern? Points to consider: Other people have identical visions, voices etc. He has very dysfunctional thought processes due to being on meds and having no routine and trauma from his past he is discredited from the word go after having taking meds? He is clever enough to hide is illness if need be for most part of the day if a new person is on the scene, and denies having ever heard voices altogether when asked at times. He is aware that they are personalities talking to him, some very nasty and controlling him(he confesses to me when his guard is down). The entities speak to him threaten him if he were to tell anyone they will drive him to absolute insanity or worse. He is extremely scared, it is physically noticeable. The psychology world in practise are mostly atheist and use shamanistic methods in dealing with patients like regression which is all about the subconscious and pass lives also(is that science or religion?). The major figures the forerunners of modern psychology like Jung for example were heavily into the occult, seances, Ouija boards, poltergeist manifestations the works! This is a fact. Jung has a book called the RED BOOK where he has communicated with spirits of the Dead from the second century AD and a personal guardian angel named 'Philemon' he himself would be considered unstable. In the last two years a became a born again Bible Believing Christian, praise God. I used to think all religion is nuts due to the evidence of false straw-man versions of christianity around us. I have now read up on the links to the occult and so called psychology... In short a person can be self deluded to a certain level, but a rose by any other name still smells like a rose. The world of the Occult run by the Demons under the control of Satan himself is REAL. The Devil would love a human beings to believe there is no cure for an illness with no borders!! Destroying the hope in that person and assigning that person to a life of medication ans stigma. The power of a lie is when a person believes it. If the truth will make you free, then what will a lie do? We CAN be delivered from ANY evil bondage by the actual person of Christ Jesus 'God manifest in the flesh' who is God the Son with God the Father & Spirit. I am praying for my Father and all others. Satan loves to torment, destroy humans spiritually, mentally and physically... the slow way. Satan remains anonymous, defined out of existence by modern 'organic' secular belief systems. Just think, if he really does exist? And God's Word explains this fact...then he would certainly do what he is doing to my Father and others. Satan was Liar, murderer and a theif from the beginning. Lies about God and lies about the free gift of salvation, lies about the human soul/spirit, blinding the mind of the masses to commit war/murder and steeling lives and destroying the family unit. Only Satan who took one third of heaven with him when he fell could be responsible for this: The mask is off! -Have FAITH, REPENT and turn to JESUS while you still can. HE is the HOPE that will heal the lost and broken hearted... With much love Ace01
Amen brother !!! - gwapa7
I did meth for many years and was frequently visited by voices (one of the strongest identified himself as Satan) . I saw many visual hallucinations that were quite frightening (I lived alone in a big 6 bedroom house in the woods) and heard & experienced very bizarre things. Eventually I moved into my mom's condo since she was sick with cancer. The voices and visual hallucinations continued and Satan kept menacing me. I could hear these voices as clear as if they were standing right next to me. I would stay up days at a time high as hell with them taunting me. Then I moved in with a girl who is now my wife. She never did drugs so I continued to do the Meth secretly. In the new house the visual hallucinations quit and the voices changed. They did not sound so loud anymore. I really fought back and insulted them (I am good at being rude and insulting) and eventually they were not sure what to say so they tried to be friendly. As time went on (3 years) the voices started fading to the point where I could not make out what they were saying. I totally quit meth because i ruined my heart from doing so much. The voices are gone after 10 months clean. I even fought the characters in my dreams. I never really knew if they were actually some beings with these powers or was it just my mind, never had proof one way or the other. My advice to you is to not give up hope, they will eventually fade. Try not to answer them no matter what they say. I found that they were limited, especially memories, they could only go back so far and they could not recall things that happend with them in the past. Just carry on with life, listen to music, watch tv, stay occupied, they will leave. NICK
Came through a very similar situation, and my path to relief is homegrown and has worked pretty well. I too used meth, and I'm also convinced the voices are demonic 4th dimension, but just who crossed into whose territory I don't know. At any rate, I found that I could demand bodily sovereignty by silencing the resonant aspect of the voice in my mind. i told all voices that if I hear a vibrational resonance, then I will do opposite and always thwart the voices will. I said that if you want me to listen, you must whisper very softly or silently mouth the message. After only a couple days, the major problems were gone. I had essentially defanged it. I still have to fight the tendancy to converse with the voices, on occasion when they try to creep in, but by muffling/deadening the resonant points in my mind where the voices came from, I have the upper hand, and they largely quit becausae they know they are beaten before they start essentially. No meds either, just a mental silencing tool. Hang in there and maybe try this. I have come to find these demons have no real 3rd dimension threat or power, other than the voices. Good wishes to you, Cary
hi, you reached me. i have spent 20 years i am now 39 with demons/satan. he has a trinity like our father god. satan travels with a spirit like the holy spirit but his spirit is a woman he travels with a prophet like jesus but his prophet has hystericy meaning he finds everything funny. when you are travelling within this trinity the prophet laughs at you and the woman spirit seduces you and tell you too that you are a loser ect....satan, well, he just loves his two, and he will even try to trick you to believe he is god but the way it is so obvious that he is not is because the fool that he is only knows lies. satan is not able to tell the truth nor is he able to be rational that's how you have your strength! you are rational, you do not lie therefore you are not going to get hurt by this nonsense from satan. it's almost like the trinity is stupid because lies are stupid and irrationality is stupid. now i want you to know that God is always inside you. you are connected to the divine, God. he is seeing inside you and proud of you for your resistance. when you think you can't go on another moment, that is when your father God fills you up with strength to find some hope again. please carry on and know that this is only making your more virtuous, holy in the eyes of god, the more you are able to ignore the nonsense the more loving you become and god is proud of you for resisting. God is inside you, he may not have a conversation with you but i swear he is guiding you and feeding your mind and heart every step of the way. God tests the righteous, he greatest makes/humans. not all endure what we do, but we have been equipped to weaken satan and strong enough to still love. now, don't focus on this satan trinity just know it pokes at you only think and remember that God is inside you, you are his child, and you are connnected to the divinity, bless, dee.
you are NOT hallucinating-and they can label it whatever they like.
My name is Lelia
I have absolute proof of demons
and demonic voices. I have 3 bone chilling, absolutely pure and unadulterated recordings taken this summer. the problem, is that I am an atheist. I debunk ghosts, etc. I had a friend whose wife passed away a year ago in their bed. she was very sick. Her widow, whose name i choose to keep private, is a very tormented man-he suffers from horrible attacks of anxiety, anger, rage, mood swings and near violence. He told me he heard her calling his name, and one day when he was gone i left an evp recorder in his room-what we recorded was terrifying. It just got worse. Being an unbeliever can make you open to just about anythingif it exists. I am not plagued by these things. They can follow you as well. The weeks following that evp session, these voices were in my room-the physical attacks have been terrifying. Pulling hair, welts on my body when I wake up. i put a pillow over my head to drowned out the voices.
I do NOT have any classification of mental disorder.
I never have
no history of suicide in my family
or with myself.
Im considered your average level headed adult
with a typical lifestyle.
I dont drink
dont and never have done recreational drugs
i smoke every now and again.....
so having said all of THAT
if I have never had psychological problems
what do you call what is happening to me?
have i just wokenup with schizophrenia?
and if so
what's up with the recordings i got??
those of you who would like a copy of these recordings email me at leliamccrohon@gmail.com thank you!
Great choice of words I feel god is proud of us all as well. I am 22 and have just recently started hearing voices and they won't go away. It all started when
I heard this demonic voice laughing at me, I decided to look in that direction and smile trying to fight evil with good but this didn't help than I heard this demonic voice speaking in a weird language chanting 5 words over and over for about half an hour and it felt like dejavu like I've heard this before. At the same time I felt waves of energy going into to me gradually getting faster and laid down to get away from this, but it seemed this energy was still flowing full force right above me. I also heard explosions like I was in the middle of a war, and to top it off I heard my neighbors a young man and woman plotting to hurt me than the girl said oh but what if he has a gun and what if he shot me, then she says go get the gun and immediately I rushed to my parents house...I was staying in my trailer in my parents front yard but this is the second demonic experience I've had in there and I'm not going back. My first demonic experience was in a dark dream where my cousin brother and sister came to visit me and when they came in I was still sleeping and all of a sudden 3 hands grabbed my stomach as if they wanted to rip out my intestines, I grabbed 2 of the hands and pulled them to my sides then the 3rd one came in and tried to rip my heart out I woke up with a sore stomach as if it really happened but don't remember waking up. My cousin use to own the trailer and she said she had similar experiences in there. Friends who came over sometimes would notice things moving, evil images and sad or disfigured faces aswell as a grim reaper in the wood. Also my dad had a grandma who did witch-craft or black magic and when she gave the family a bed him and his brother would experience the same dream where they were lifted up by a hairy black hand and dropped then they'd wake up like this really happened. I get heat flashes for no apparent reason and feel sad everyday, my smiles feel fake and eyes seem lifeless at times and this hurts the most. I fear that people think I am evil and even had a girl say we don't like your kind to my face but honestly I'm not... I am very skilled in many ways and blessed with everything I've ever wanted but fear and paranoia make it hard to see the good things in life.
Dude, you need to have Christians lay hands on you and pray earnestly! Those demons are not entirley stupid. They want to ruin your life and shake your faith. You dont need the medication, you need prayer. If you need to, try going to a pentecostal church. Find a group of people who believe in demonic activity so they will be willing to pray for you and help you. Ill pray for you right now. I tried praying for myself about this same issue but my prayer didnt avail, you need others to pray for you.
After 2-4 months of being driven crazy by these demon voices, after using meth, I beat them away for a month with fierce logical arguments that unmasked their identity, and left them as distant barely heard voices of another realm. They came back, and I understand what you mean about how they try to act nice. They are kind of like a fire, in that if you are lucky you can do a controlled burn, but if they get out of hand, they try to overwhelm. The meanest ones have left long ago, but the hangers on are sort of meek while trying to introduce deception. They can still get me, but I can also kick their asses. Last week, I snuffed them down again by blasting rock and roll in the car for an hour, with my demons making vague threats before ceing drowned out again and again Stay well brother demon fighter and stay strong. cary
To Cary: thanks for the response. I have completed more interviews and investigation, including interviewing the various voices themselves. Please try to find my comment that i just posted. Let me know what you think. NICK
No more voices ...Yes how does this work?
Larry
thats because they want you to think it was a "mental illness". Live a holy life, follow Jesus Christ, read and obey his gospel, and keep his commandments.....and then, they miay surley return.
There is a new reason for hearing voices it is called the Microwave hearing effect. It is also called the, "Voice of God" weapon because authorities like the CIA and the military see it as a weapon that can cause confusion and psychological damage while being covert and though-wall technology. This weapon also called V2K for voice to skull or the Navies version called the MEDUSA crowd control weapon use pulsed and modulated low energy microwaves to create the microwave hearing effect. Here is a link: http://tinyurl.com/23rmjv5
There is another non-lethal weapon listed by the Army called voice cloning or voice morphing that can create the voice of anyone using computers. So you may think you are hearing Satin, God or your dead grandmother but this is a psychological covert or stealth weapon used by authorities. Here is a link to project Blue Beam: http://forum.prisonplanet.com/index.php?topic=6506.0
They may have experimented on you like they did me, whistle blower are a main target, but some are targeted for little or no reason. They used it's attack mode on me with MEDUSA wich is high powered.
Peter Rosenholm treelaw45@yahoo.com
Hello, I am a mother of a son who used and abused meth for probably 5 years or so. At one point I had him admitted to the hospital as the voices and his paranoia made him suicidal. He was put on Zyprexa and Celexa and the voices stopped overnight. He stayed sober for about 4 months but then went back to drug use.
He has now been drug free for 4 years but still hears voices which makes him unable to work. He will not seek help as he does not believe that medication will help him. He feels he is "doomed". Do you have any advice . Perhaps today there are other medications that won't cause the side effects he had that made him sleep the days away. Please help if you can. I appreciate your reply.
I agree with the comment to trust God and live a clean life. The bible says that God wants us to have a sound mind and that when we ask Him for something in faith, in Jesus name, He will do it. Ask him for the correct meds to be perscribed in the correct dosages and ask Him to remind you to take them as perscribed. Ask Jesus to save you and protect you from the voices. That is the best you can do. Try it. I'll say a prayer for you.
Dear believer, I too hear these voices. They speak of future events, know more of the Bible than I, and seem first demonic then kind, back and forth, back and forth. I hate them, then I laugh with them, then I cry. I'm in a state of denial or something, but looking at the Bible, evil spirits have haunted others since biblical days, I'm glad I saw your post. Write back if you wish gina_baby_75@yahoo.com
Hi Daniel and others. I suggest to those of you who are suffering from these voices and lack of sleep that you contact the St. Padre Pio Center for Deliverance Counseling they possibly my be able to help if not entirely cast out any possible evil spirits then lessen the effects. They can do this over the phone. I had a very similar experience of hearing voices and seeing spirit and images after using a Ouija Board. They kept me awake often and didn't give me a break for three straight weeks. Then I started getting my spiritual life in order and things greatly improved even more after working with the people at the Padre Pio Center. Good luck everyone, Jesus is the answer to any type of demonic problems. God Bless.
I dont know if anyone will come and see this since its been a while since someone posted but my brother is going through some episode, he insists he did something to anger god and literally saw himself going to heaven and then being cast out, he loves god, believes in him but did fall into some false teachings that convinced him we were one with God, that we as individuals were as him, and i think this led to an opening for the devil to attack and torment him. He says that he saw God in his dream and that his very spirit has been torn away from him, and that his own spirit is being drained now that God no longer dwells in it. He insists he must be the devil and that he has no salvation. In God's holy name my family and i have been praying that he be released from this torment and confusion. He prays alot to God, but insists he cant be saved now because he is the devil. I tell him the devil would never exalt God the way he does but that doesnt seem to matter to him, he believes what he believes and none of us can convince him otherwise. He wont go to a clinic to get evaluated and he hardly sleeps and if he eats its because we force him to in fear that he'll get ill if he doesnt, or if he has what i think is a panic attack he eats ALOT. I dont know what to do, but was hoping since people here have had simliar experiences if not visual like him but in hearing, that maybe some of you could pray for him, i'd really appreciate it.
I know for a fact that prayers to our Lord Jesus Christ and medication will end the illness eventually.
Heres a book of prayers known to heal illnesses in general. I have experianced many miracles praying out of this book.
"Speaking with God from the depts of the heart"
ISBN# 99930-853-1-6
Wash your hands before lifting your hands to the Lord and pray aloud!!!!
God Bless !!!
I hear them too. I am a quiet person, I behave normally..no mumbling or freaking out . I went through several years of discovery phases including self injury, 21 years now , voices started in 03- 1990 was the start of my seeing people behaving very strangely toward me- the devil I think.
Prior to 03 and until the present are co workers and fellow motorists and relatives behaving like raging idiots- responding to thought , inducing depression with eye contact(emotion in their eyes), using noise and so forth.
There have been numerous home invasions in all of the places that I have taken up residence-with very little theft, as though they were collecting information and leaving me witrh a sense of loss of control over my environment
Voices are persistent with very jealous overtones- I rejected some friendlies vehemently.
hello Marina, speaking from my own experience dealing with a demon... I agree with your statement that your brother condition got worsen by a right/wrong religious teaching. A person possesed by a demon should not get involved with the religious aspect of guilt/torment/salvation because the demon has the ability to use this inputs/believies to deteriorate his mental/spiritual state. the key word is input. think of a funnel... if your brother puts the any negative aspect into his state of mind the out come will be even more negative. the demon plays/works with what you have fulled in and puts you even more down (guilt, fear, depression)... this is a closed circle that is very difficult to get out from!
You should find a way to put your brother aside of this negative input, and instead
to turn him to something else positive. the best results you can achive with something he likes which is not "heavy" :music, comedy, dance, singing, physiotherapy...
Take him outdoors, staying too much in the house, room, bed, gives the devil more groundwork ability.
Stay with a prayer but dont over do it.
I wouldnt refer your brother to a clinic because, the modern science-medicine-psychology, does not really understand the cause of the problem. They are not aware that schizophrenia is a spiritual problem. The medication does not make the demon go, hence don't take it.
Your brother will gradually get back to his normal state and learn how to deal with it. It is possible!
There are many ppl that live normaly with schizophrenia (demons). the key is (for those who are aware) that you must accept it and live with it.
I hope this helps
hi im roman i hate my demoms in my head im loseing control of myself and im a nice person but when i get mad i snap ive been 5150 and ready to give up im strong and week at the same time hard to explain my life im 16 and feel older and my life just goes past me so quick to many mess ups i suck at school im only good with kids and dogs , and i like to freestyle rap a few months ago i started to rap a lil to beats then weeks later im way beter
Honestly, whether you want to label them as "demons" or "auditory hallucinations" does not really matter. The safest method for coping with this illness is to just simply give in to the more reasonable demands of your hallucinations. Those voices arent going away, so you mine as well make the best of it and let the party begin. Obviously dont listen to the more deranged or violent thoughts, but im sure you're all smart enough to distinguish between the abnormal and the psychotic features of your illness.
DANIEL, PLEASE,LISTEN TO ME. DO NOT TRY KILLING YOURSELF! DONT YOU SEE WHAT THOSE DEMONS ARE TRYING TO DO! THEY WANT YOU TO GIVE UP OR LOSE YOU MIND OR KILL YOURSELF. I TELL YOU THE TRUTH,IF YOU KILL YOURSELF YOUR TOURMENT WILL BE FOREVER! YOUR LIFE BELONGS TO THE LORD,IF YOU BELONGED TO SATAN DONT YOU THINK THAT THOSE VOICES WOULD BE QUIET AND LET YOU KEEP BELONGING TO SATAN UNTIL YOU DIE AND THEN YOU GET TO SEE THE ONE THAT TRICKED YOU INTO HELL! SATAN DOESNT HARASS THOSE THAT ARE EVIL! HES GOT THEN ALREDY COUNTED AS HIS. GODS CALLING YOU TO DO SOMETHING SO GREAT,ANSWER HIS CALL! IVE BEEN HARASSED NOW FOR 18 MONTHS. I HEAR THOSE DEVILS! IM NOT CRAZY. AND NIETHER ARE YOU. SOMETIMES I HAVE BAD DAYS, BUT THEM I REMEMBER WHO I BELONG TO.IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO TALK TO ME IM HERE TO LISTEN, PRAY, WHATEVER I CAN DO ANYTIME DAY OR NIGHT CALL ON ME ILL BE THERE TO TRY TO BRING YOU SOME KIND OF COMFORT,OF COURSE THROUGH THE LORD JESUS MY COMFORTER. EMAIL ME IF YOUD LIKE kimbailey1@live.com or call me at 318-469-3838
OH DEAR GOD, PETER, REALLY ? REALLY? YOURE WILLING TO BE DECIEVED BY THE DEVIL SO BAD THAT YOU REALLY BELIEVE THIS HUGE LIE ? WHAT DOES IT TAKE TO OPEN PEOPLES EYES ? WAKE UP!!! BEFORE YOU SEE WHOS REALLY BEHIND THOSE VOICES IN HELL. READ YOUR BIBLE, ASK THE LORD TO HELP YOU TO SEE TO MAKE KNOWN TO YOU THE TRUTH. I BELIEVE THAT ALL OF THESE SPIRIT HUNTERS ALL OVER THE WORLD ARE OPENING DOORS TO THESE DEMONS,AND THE WORLDS SO FULL OF EVIL PEOPLE THAT THE AIR REAPS OF SATAN STINCH. THE AIRS SO FULL OF SIN, YOU WOULDNT BELIEVE IT IF YOU COULD SEE IT IF WHAT I SEE!!! I SEE AND HEAR AND AT TIMES SMELL THEN,CAN THE CIA PROJECT SMELL TOO ? I DONT THINK SO NOR CAN THEY MAKE US SEE THEM. I SEE THE PRINCE OF AIR HE IS MADE OF THOUSANDS OF EVILS SPIRITS, CRAZY AS IT SOUNDS,I SEE THEM LIKE FUMES. THEY FILL THE ENTIRE ATMOSPHERE. PLEASE, ASK GOD TO COME INTO YOUR HEART.
ROAM, TRY LETTING THE LORD HELP YOU. ASK HIM TO COME IN. YOU ARE BEING HELD BACK,PROBABLY MOST OF YOU LIEF. SATAN SEES HOW YOU LOVE KIDS AND ANIMALS, WHAT A TOOL YOU COULD BE FOR THE ARMY OF THE LORD,AND REACH SO MANY YOUNG ONES THAT ARE LIKE YOU SEEKING HELP. GODS CALLING HIS CHOOSEN ONES PRAISE THE LORD YOURE ONE OF THEM!! ALSO STOP SPEAKING CURSES UPON YOURSELF, LIKE I SUCK, ITLL NEVER GET BETTER! SPEAK LIFE AND SAY, WITH THE LORDS HELP THINGS WILL GET BETTER,AND ALL THINGS ARE POSSIABLE NOTHINGS TOO BIG! AND I MIGHT NOT HAVE BEEN PREFECT BUT, LESSONS ARE LEARN THROUGH OUR MISTAKES,THATS HOW WE LEARN. AND THE LORD LOVES YOU SO MUCH,SURRENDER TO HIS LOVE,AND LET HIM CHANGE YOUR LIFE,MAN THERES A WHOLE OTHER WORLD OUT THERE, AND A WAR IS BEING WAGED DAILY FOR CONTROL OF OUR SOULS OUR MINDS OUR VERY LIFES. THERES SOMETHING THAT GOD REALLY IS LOVEING ABOUT YOU. BY THE WAY WHAT DO YOU RAP ABOUT? HAVE YOU EVER HEARD OF TOBY MAC? LISTEN TO ITS ALL LOVE TONIGHT.I THINK THTAS IT? OR THE NEWSBOYS? I LOVE THIER SONG JESUS FREAK, TRY LISTENING TO CHRISTIAN MUSIC LIKE THIS AND SEE WHAT YOU THINK IT ALWAYS LIFTS ME UP WHEN I SING PRAISE MUSIC OR JUST PRAISEING GOD PERIOD. YOU FEELIN ME? LOL ILL BE THINKING OF YOU,AND ILL KEEP YOU IN MY PRAYERS. MAY THE PEACE OF THE LORD JESUS BE WITH YOU AND THE LORD OUR GOD KEEP YOU AND COMFORT YOU. KIM
Hello,
I was experiemting with EVP because I wanted to know if there is more, well, I instantly received an answer and it continued for 3 days, after that 'they' flew to my head never to leave me again, that was 2 years ago, since then I have been hearing them. The first day I heard them I went to a pentecostal church to undergo an exorcism, it helped, but they came back, I felt the exorcism was evil, maybe I have done the unforgivable sin. :(
Also one day I have felt a wind around my head all day, and when I was asleep, I felt something being drilled onto my forehead, I hope this isn't the mark of the beast.
I have been on seroquel from the beginning, but it didn't help, now I stopped cold turkey, I haven't slept for 2 days and lots of sweating.
I do believe in Jesus now, but the voices only laugh at me, to make me feel silly for believing it, weakening my belief, he sounds like an old man.
They also said "HAHA, we've got him!" after looking into my past.
Tomorrow I go to church after a long period, I hope they can help me.
With God everything is possible, even if I am damned right now. I hope :)
I, too, am a Christian and have heard demonic voices in the past. And while prayer may help when you feel hopeless, a good daily dose of the antipsychotic Saphris really does wonders for me. Sometimes the medication is necessary before you are stable enough to make that spiritual journey. At least, that's my view.
The voices are demonic. Drugs are a gateway to spiritual vulnerability. Thats why when you do drugs it is like an out of body experience! When you hear these voice begin to pray, open the bible and begin to say "The blood of Jesus against you demonic spirits and voices." Say it with authority and without fear. The demons know you better than you know youself trust me. If that does not work ask for the prayer assistance of someone who is saved. The bible also shows a passage where one of the deciples could not cast out a demon and the lord said "these kind only flee with fasting and prayer." Fast and pray my friends and I will do the same for you. Give it a try.
Instead of listening to rock and roll try to listen to old christian worship songs really loud and see what happens
The devil can only mess with your mind.. he cannot touch anything else.. Yell out JESUS and he will flee.
I have been living with these Demonic Voices and unfortunetly there real and might go away or might not medication is not the answer Jesus is . these demonic voices have pushed me so close to God if God didnt want them there they would not be there he works in many ways i consider them a blessing from God above God will not give us anything beyond what we cannot handle he loves us very much trust him keep the faith learn scriptures read the bible Isaih 54-17 1 John 4 -4 dont get discouraged and no were not crazy Satan wants us to think we are he is father of all lies and a bluffer God has givin us the authority to command them to flee in the name of Jesus i am serving the Lord and i have a passion for Christ and am in love with Jesus i am a prayer warrior i am a believer and believe Jesus Christ died and Rose again I pray that this information can help you God bless you
If God does not give us any more than we can handle, why have I (a Christian) been driven to attempt suicide 3 times? I admit this is something I don't understand. And don't tell me God doesn't figure into depression, because He is Omnipresent, Omnipotent and Omniscient -- He figures into everything: John 1:3 "All things came into being through Him; and apart from Him nothing came into being that has come into being."
hi i am amuslim sheikh i do exorcism by the net , i will guide you to the right solution, demons cant hear quran because its the direct words of god in its original language , please take a shower before sleeping and play this 10 minutes audio before you sleep and another time right after you wake up ,
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X6tDvjsEKyY
copy and paste the url link of the audio to your browser and play it in medium volume in your bedroom , do this 7 days ,
you will search after me to thank me, but i do this for free,
thanks.
Hi, your comments left to to email and say Yes, those are demonic voices from Meds. Pharma in the Scriptures is called Witchcraft. You actually invite then in when you do Pharma pills. Stay away from them and also do not use the name lord,god, or Jesus. These are pagan lies for there names. lord is actually BAAL.. research it. god is just a title and pagan. jesus...there was no J letter in the Hebrew alphabet. the Fathers name is Ehyeh Asher Ehyeh, and the Son's name is Yashayah. Use those names and never hear from the demons again. Shalom.
Hi, Use the name Ehyeh Asher Ehyah on your son, as well as Yashayah for the satanic name of Jesus. Jesus is zeus and is not the Savior. Look it up yourself. Yashayah is a black Savior also from the Tribe of JUDAH and was a Hebrew Israelite. Look that up also. your dealing with demons and spiritual war. Shalom.
Hi Daniel i hope you help me understand my boy frd/frd. he is SZ and has been on Hadol injections for 16 years and has not been re-evaluted, i told his mother but she ignored me becasue she is more interested in the money she getting out of him. but long story short, he is not happy with his life, not happy being at home with the dad that is constantly doing or saying things to make him leave and the mom isnt helping she is holding him back from having a life outside of her because of the check. He is constantly trying to get attention from his brothers or his so called buddies that really dont spend anytime with him. so he gets mad about those things but he shuts me out and dont respond to any calls or text and stop going to church for months becasue he is mad with God for not getting what he want. how can i get him to see and take my hand. he ask me to marry him last year but the jealous friends and brothers told him mean things would happen if he did and he went with what they sayed since becasue they started spending time with him but they really were only doing that to moved me out of the way, i am very good to him, with gas, food, clothing and help him with what ever he needs and none of them do anything so why push me away. i need help to why he has chosen to be in the streets, clubs etc trying to do what the buddies are doing and do everything he doesnt normally do to try to fit in with those buddies that dont care about being around him because of his illness. please help me understand. he is depressed, mad an wont respond to me the only one that has been there thru thick and thin.
Hi Daniel i hope you help me understand my boy frd/frd. he is SZ and has been on Hadol injections for 16 years and has not been re-evaluted, i told his mother but she ignored me becasue she is more interested in the money she getting out of him. but long story short, he is not happy with his life, not happy being at home with the dad that is constantly doing or saying things to make him leave and the mom isnt helping she is holding him back from having a life outside of her because of the check. He is constantly trying to get attention from his brothers or his so called buddies that really dont spend anytime with him. so he gets mad about those things but he shuts me out and dont respond to any calls or text and stop going to church for months becasue he is mad with God for not getting what he want. how can i get him to see and take my hand. he ask me to marry him last year but the jealous friends and brothers told him mean things would happen if he did and he went with what they sayed since becasue they started spending time with him but they really were only doing that to moved me out of the way, i am very good to him, with gas, food, clothing and help him with what ever he needs and none of them do anything so why push me away. i need help to why he has chosen to be in the streets, clubs etc trying to do what the buddies are doing and do everything he doesnt normally do to try to fit in with those buddies that dont care about being around him because of his illness. please help me understand. he is depressed, mad an wont respond to me the only one that has been there thru thick and thin.