Bipolar, schizophrenia, OCD, ADD,,, shoot, we're all nuts!!!

Been trying to quick smoking now for about six hours. Just got it in my head that today I would quit. Made it through work OK but there was a lot of mental bs that I had to wade through to get past that pack sitting on the dash of my car. No bother, it's 3:00 now. I promised myself as I left work I could smoke again after 3:00. As I was driving home, I began playing mental games again to try to prolong the quit like playing with 3's. I could smoke again after 3:00 but 3 cigatettes and only in the company of three people who smoke. Shoot!!! I'll never get to smoke again.!! Well, Beth called and it's 3:20. A third of an hour. Good enough. Lets' light 'em up.