Getting over being sick

I have been feeling very lonely lately.  I have been sick for the past 2 day's sleeping for most of the time.  I don't know why I feel lonely I have my kid's and husband.  My doctor has lowered my Surquel to 700mg at night but I can't break the tablets so I went down to 600.  No problems except being lonely. I want to get off it.  It makes me soo hungry.  It's like I smoked pot which I have not for over 20 years. And also makes me very loopy. Everyone knows when I take it.  I just don't want to end up in the hospital.  I hope I can find the happy medium.