Living life

I have been trying to get better.while batteling bronchitits.  I have been spending soo much time alone in my head. Trying to look on the bright side of things. I have let my dark side take control of my self in some in some ways by not taking my morning meds. In the begnning I was too sick. Then it was just easy not to take them. I started losing weight so it's hard for me to want to go back on them.  I tell myself when I get worse I will resume them but so far nothing. I am already on one anti-psycotic and anti-depressent that I take why do I need two. I feel the other shoe won't drop. I will write in a week. I may be back on all my med's or not