horrifiying brain disease

    Hi all.. I live with schizophrenia everyday along with bipolar, with is defined as schizoaffective. I've in the past expirenced Mania, here lately i've been depressed, about twice a year is depression, the rest of the time is Mania.. I have tried about 4 different anti-depressents, they dont work, I get suicdal thoughts. No more of that, that's not me.. I also have DID Dissaciative Identity Disorder, I have alters about 7 to 10, whats weird they dont know on another.. They or one at a time talks to me wanting me to do thing I dont what to do. I'm trying to get disablity from the state of Texas, it's a waiting game..  you all have a  nice  day

Jacquelyn Johnson