After I was diagnosed in 1996 I went on unemployment and tried to find a job. I also studied at college and completeted a college degree. Working was so hard for me and found it hard to do a job and deal with people's attitudes and the way I was bullied. I tried to find a job but got so nervous just when the phone rang or when an interview was scheduled I could not sleep and got so nervous during the job interview I did not have any hope of getting the job. They made comments saying I should not be so nervous and how nervous I was. I found it hard to answer the questions and having a job is all about communication. I decided to apply for disability as it was the only way to get the Government off my back about getting a job and felt I deserved it.
This woman is saying I should not have it as I can walk and talk and she can't tell there is anything wrong with me. She said I am abusing the system and rorting the system and I can get over it and suck it up.
I know I have a right to an income and still want to do something. But find it hard to get a job for me. I am positive but empoyer's attitudes are negative towards me and so are workers.


Hi womanc,
Who exactly is "this woman" who told you that you don't qualify for government disability benefits? Was she the social security person? You might have to get a lawyer who specializes in getting people disability and appeal the decision to turn you down. It is well worth the money to hire an attorney.
If you have had a string of jobs and not been able to hold down any of them for any length of time: to me that signals you should be able to collect a dsability check.
I hear that the social security people routinely turn everyone down who first applies.
Fight that decision. Ask for a fair hearing. If you have worked at a job or jobs long enough to have paid into the social security system that alone gives you the right to apply for disability benefits.
Keep on trying. An attorney might not seek reimbursement until he wins your case and then he or she might deduct their fees from any potential retroactive payment social security gives you for the time they had denied you.
Best wishes,
Christina