Lately I've been wanting to use my illness as an excuse for the way I act. I shy away from conversations and really want to blame it on my SZA. I know deep down that it isn't my SZA. I have been shy my whole life. So why do I have this desire to blame it on the SZA? I don't know the answer or maybe I'm unwilling to accept the... Read more
It was three days since I last posted. I am doing okay. Halloween went well with lots of tricks and treaters.
My voices are quiet. I have a few but they are so fast and soft spoken that I am unable to remember what they say. Also I have been busy, both mentally and physically. Myself and two neighbors have been raking and bagging... Read more
Happy Halloween to you ghosts and goblins!
Yesterday my grandson's school had a Halloween Parade. Margaret, Mandy, her roommate and I went to watch. There were superheroes like Spiderman and Superman. Lots of Power Rangers, devils and all kinds of really cool costumes. There was one small boy with his parents that was a box... Read more
Yesterday I was thinking of asking Don how he gets his speaking engagements. I have done some in the past and really want to do some more. I enjoy speaking (although I get performance anxiety).
I received a call from a woman at the state hospital. She wants me to come up and talk to some of the patients. I was surprised because... Read more
I have alot of confusion and chaos in my mind these days.
I came up with a theory of why I hear voices. While sitting here the other day I realized that I cannot formulate a chain of thoughts without typing or writing them down OR without voice interaction. I've said to those who ask what the voices say, I tell them that they read my mind. The... Read more