Yesterday was my 10th wedding anniversary. I didn't go online all day. I wanted to spend it with Margaret. We had a great time. The love I felt for her 10 years ago is still buring hot. I remember our first dance. It was a slow dance as I can't dance...LOL! She put her head on my shoulder and I have never felt anything like that. It warmed my heart and my whole body. To this day I can feel it there. Margaret is the first person I truly loved.

I am excited about today. The missionaries are coming at 10:30am. I love when they come over. I have been reading and studying since I woke at 2am and read til 6am.

My addiction was pounding on my mind. I resisted. My body wants so bad to give in. Thankfully I was able to not indulge in it. My Higher power helped.

Voices are rampant. I still have not time for them. My voice control and addiction recovery are much the same. Whenever they knock on my mind I cast them out. Its hard at times but I am able to identify and push out the voice or the addiction thoughts.

I am grateful for this site. I say it alot that I have been blessed by some of the greatest people I've ever met.

Thank ALL of you for giving me support and care.

You are my heroes!

Today is the beginning of the rest of your life.

David