It's been a long month and rough week and a half. This morning I have an ECT at 7:45am. I'm looking foward to it. It helps me soo much that words cannot describe how I feel. One word is relieved.
I am doing pretty good. The morning musical is almost over.
I am doing really good in not "giving in" to my latest addiction.... Read more
In my early years of SZA I was angry. I was so angry that the only way to release it was to blame anyone or anything.
The first victim was the drugs. They did this to me. They are to blame for my voices. They are the ones that held me down. They are the ones who have given me this constant reminder of my foolishness.
The next... Read more
I am grateful for the open door.
I am grateful for the things in store
I am grateful for the life I live
I am grateful for the mind I have
I am grateful for the family of mine
I am grateful for the next step forward
I am grateful for God above
I am grateful for the love I have
I am grateful for another chance
I am grateful for the... Read more
The month between my last ECT hasn't been as bad as I thought. Sure I had a tough weekend last week, but compared to the whole month it wasn't that bad.
I feel good. I went a few days without voices. I have been productive. Life is good.
Jesse Jackson said"Both tears and sweat are salty, but they render a different result.... Read more
I am developing a new morning routine. I am rewriting things I do to benefit me. It's working well. I am still a little slow, that's part of the plan.
Speaking of slow, I am trying to slow down. I keep forgetting that I needn't rush. That's hard for me. My thoughts race like a hurricane wind. I practice slowing my mind. Most of the time I... Read more