It's a few minutes before 4am. I'm just sitting here surfing the net. There isn't any music in my head, and the few voices are easily pushed out. I'm getting better at pushing them out. I feel really good. I was worried because I felt tired all the time. After my hospital stay my pdoc upped my Tegretol. Since the increase I have no energy, so last night I cut down on my night meds. I'm more awake and don't feel so heavy laden. I don't normally second guess my pdoc, but this time I had to. My anxiety level has been under control ever since I started Cogentin.
On Thursday the 18th I'm entered in a amateur cooking contest. It's a fundraiser for the Mental Health Association. I was in it last year and had a wonderful time. It should be alot of fun this year. I love cooking for lots of people.This year I'm decorating my table in a Halloween theme. I've been planning this for a year. I've put alot of money into it. I'm cooking Italian Wedding soup. I made the meatballs and froze em. I made about 400 marble sized meatballs for the soup. Took me 2 1/2 hours. The whole time I made them Frappe, my cocker spaniel, watched me. I gave him some of the meat for being so patient. I get to dress up, shirt ,tie, nice pants, shoes. Should be alot of fun.
I guess that's all for now. I can't seem to think of what else to write.
Live, love, laugh, learn, listen,
David
