Life has changed.
Me being a work in progress, I chip away and the negative factors so that they fall from me. Michaelangelo said-"I saw the angel in the marble and carved until I set him free."
I conflict over the fact that I enjoy the "head" music but shun the voice traffic. I cannot have it both ways. Work on... Read more
In direct response to Christina's "I am from"....
What about " I was" ?
was pulled way down
always walking with a frown.
I was lost in deep dark places
with people with no smiles on their faces
I was held under water
no one helped not even from father
I was afraid to look past
for... Read more
When my first therapist told me to keep a journal, I scoffed at her. I had a thousand excuses not to, all of them were foolish.
When I first was ill my writing got me into trouble. So I shied away. I was afraid to write.
I finally decided try to write a journal. I started with the intention of only writing once a... Read more
Are there such things as "good addictions?" I have an addictive personality. I replace one addiction for another.
The lastest addiction I'm trying to subdue is hard. It gives me great pain, confusion, fear, guilt, shame, self-loathing, stress and unhappiness. How can something that gives me such horrible feelings, make me wanna... Read more
I started to write a recovery cookbook, upon the suggestion of Christina. In this book I tell about my favorite recipes, quotes, stories about them and how I feel before and after I cook/bake. My goal is to have 50 recipes. I have two written right now, with another in my head.
I feel good today. I have plans to go to... Read more