What will be, will be

Life is good. I'm not depressed or anxious. I have calmness that envelopes me. Voices are quiet. Music is on.

I've been doing Suduko puzzles for two hours now. I worked two puzzles.

I searched for inspiration this morning. It's not that hard when you look hard enough. I found this quote:" Find peace with yourself by accepting not only what you are, but what you are never going to be."-Anonymous

I will always have SZA. I more than likely will hear voices forever.. Some of you have stated that someday I won't hear voices...I appreciate your optimsim. I also know that I will never be an actor, artist, musician, major league pitcher.

I've come to terms with my life. I search for the good in things. I have been bogged down with despair, fear, anger, guilt, shame for too long.

I've accepted my diagnosis. That ain't ever gonna go away.  I will not give into it. There are times that I have setbacks. Every setback has made me stronger and more determined.

Nightime turns into daylight.

The ocean will rise and fall.

The earth will revolve around the sun.

 The wind will blow.

 Flowers will bloom.

Birds will sing.

Bees will buzz.

I will be here typing away at 6am.

Live, love, laugh, learn, listen,

David