A blind leap

Wanna hear something? I'm in a grumpy mood. YEP! GRUMPY! I don't get this grumpy too often. I do not like to write about it. But I need to change that. So here it goes.

Let me explain.

Yesterday I read into someone's words the wrong way. I blindly lashed out only to find the depth of the water wasn't as deep as I thought. It's characteristic of me to lash out before I think. I am a fool. I am so ashamed and feel extremely guilty.

I saw my granddaughter, son and his g/f. The visit went well. My son and his g/f squabble alot. It hurts to see that. I cannot say anymore, because I don't wanna hurt any of them.

I got a call from the Voc counselor at the state hospital. He wanted to know if he could publish the letter I slid under his door. I said of course. I was flattered that he thought enough of the letter to call me and ask.

We took our desktop puter to the puter hospital to have a check up. I'm writing on the laptop. It cost $94 already. It's worth it.

I get my Risperadol Consta shot today. That will snap me back to reality.

I don't like the mood I'm in right now. I will get over it.

The sun will be shining soon. The birds will sing their songs.

What else is there?

OH! I know the light at the end of tunnel is shining bright. The light bulb was changed recently.

Forgive my mood. I will cook it off in a bit. Cooking is so therapeutic. Takes the fuzziness out of a mood. 

Even though I'm in a mood, the voices aren't too loud or abusive. Am I losing the voices? WOW! What a great era that will be.

Thank you for allowing me to vent.

Live, love, laugh, learn, listen,

Dave