I've been up since 1:30am. It's now almost 4 am.
The last 2 days have been a rollercoaster ride. I don't like rollercoasters. This morning I feel better. I got my shot yesterday, and that helped. By the time I was ready to go see my pdoc things were looking better. My vision was cleared. (It helps to have clean glasses!)
I could sit here and journal about the bad stuff that has happened. I won't. I will say that during the bad, and upsetting events, I knew that there would be an end to it. I didn't give up.
I'm getting better at settling down after a being upset. It took some time, but I didn't do anything rash or acted out like a fool. (I guess that's maturity.) The light at tunnel's end was always in focus.
For every upset, I learn more and more about myself. The lesson I encountered is that no matter how upset I get, I can get through it without making it worse. Walking away and keeping my big mouth shut helps.
I read a book that said to be impeccable with words. If I hadn't done that, things would have easily gotten out of hand.
Voices are quiet again today. WDAVE radio is off too. I am thrilled that my mind is free (at least right now) from the voices. It's kinda strange too. I am glad they ain't here. I can actually form thoughts without the commentary of voices. Maybe this is the start to an end.
I started to bake some cookies, but got frustrated. Margaret finshed them. She liked em but I didn't. Too crispy. I don't care for crunchy or crispy cookies. I like cookies that when you bite into it feels like a soft, cozy, warm blanket.
It's after 4 am now. I can't go back to sleep because its garbage day. I have to take it out about 6am. I forgot last week that they picked garbage up on Tuesday instead of Wednesday.
Frappe has an appointment at the vet for a shot. It will be hard to get him in the car and keep Teddy back. Teddy is really strong.
Live, love, laugh, learn, listen. Take care until we meet again.
Dave



Hi Dave,
I'm glad things are going well.
By the way, I like the kind of chocolate chip cookies that you can bend. I think there was a kind of chocolate chip cookie years ago called Almost Home. They were delish.
Have a good day.
Regards,
Christina