open dialogue

I've been talking about my voices for some time now. It took me years to get to this point of reality, open discussion, acceptance, honesty and recovery.

It is nice to see alot more are talking about their voices. Its nice to share thoughts and coping skills. I am amazed at the courage of those who suffer with voices and are willing to share their experience, strength and hope.

Is hearing voices an untapped reality? I think the tides are turning. I am proud of all who are fighting and making a difference in their lives.

I hope beyond all hope that one day my voices will disappear for good. I've said that before. I still hold onto that the fact I will overcome this. I've been lazy in the past, but now my future looks bright.

Its been a long journey to this point. I started out hearing voices constantly, to now where I hear em maybe 2 or 3 hours a day. My mind certainly has gotten clear. A clear mind? OMG! It's like an awakening.

I haven't felt this strong ever. Even though it took me years to get here, I got here.

My comatose state is now behind me. A whole new world is waiting. Thankfully it waited for me.

I had a counselor a few years ago. She is the one that told me to write a journal. At first I resisted. There has been times that my words hurt. I was afraid that would always happen. I gave it a fair chance. Now, my world is way different.

I have more coping skills than ever. I'm also learning everyday. My 8th grade history teacher's advice to never stop learning was good advice. All I had to do was open my mind and embrace change and welcome new things.

I am glad I was here when things changed.

Take care and always remember to,

Live, love, laugh, learn, listen,

Dave