OH NO NOT AGAIN!?!?

Life has changed.

Me being a work in progress, I chip away and the negative factors so that they fall from me.  Michaelangelo said-"I saw the angel in the marble and carved until I set him free."

I conflict over the fact that I enjoy the "head" music but shun the voice traffic. I cannot have it both ways. Work on it I will.

I get my shot today. It will help even though I feel really good. It will make me "gooder" and more "better." LOL!

Mike, my little brother called last night. I went to see him on Monday. He wasn't there so I left. I asked him last night if he was there and just didn't want to see, he said yes I didn't want to see you. There's two ways I could approach this. I could be upset that he doesn't want to see me..which I respect. Or I could say maybe he was having a bad day. I hope that he knows I care and that I'm sorry for the things I did as a kid. I have told him that I am sorry. People have said that he does know I care, I wonder too much and too often about it. Slow I am to see what's is and what isn't.

Family is family. The drama played out in mine is horrendous. This one won't talk to that one. Given our history it's no wonder we are like that. It's been said that "you can pick your friends but can't pick your family.' That is true. BUT! You CAN pick people that can be a surrgate family. Ones that will support, care and love you. One that will tell you when there's egg on your face.

That's all for now. Have a great day. If you can't have a great day have a day as best as you can.

Keep your feet on the ground, the sun on your face and the wind at your back. Live, love, laugh, learn, listen, David