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David Robbins

David Robbins

Mon, October 26, 2009

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I have alot of confusion and chaos in my mind these days. I came up with a theory of why I hear voices. While sitting here the other day I realized that I cannot formulate a chain of thoughts without typing or writing them down OR without voice interaction. I've said to those who ask what the voices say, I tell them that they read my mind. The truth is I skated by on life, knowing that the voices would read what I cannot put into words. Even now I'm having a time with the thought process. I let the voices chatter on and not do a doggone thing about it. Letting the voices go about their business was way easier than thinking for myself. I sat through life as it rolled on by me without a care. I became so ingarined in not taking care that I just "floated" along. The next thing I'm gonna do is excercise my mind. I will train myself to form sentences in my mind with my own true voice. I'm gonna try to write what happens when I start to lose my train of thoughts. Lately I haven't been hearing many voices. The ones I do hear are abusive. Thankfully I know how to shut them out. I know the difference between a "voice" and my voice. All I need is the power to think for myself. Dave
10/26/09 10:52pm

Hi Dave,

 

You are wise and insightful beyond measure. 

 

I know you will come to some peace in the process of gently working on this area with kindness towards yourself.

 

Sometimes it takes awhile, it could take years, to come to the insight you have now.  Unless God is calling any of us right now we have the ability to change up until the day we die.  I will support you as you go through these new doors towards unlocking peace of mind through whatever coping skills you discover will work for you.

 

I am going to give you the Honest Scrap award tonight.

 

Regards,

Christina

10/27/09 4:02am

Thank you Christina,

 

Your wise words have comforted me. I appreciate that.

 

Being kind to myself if tough sometimes. I feel as if it should always be easy. I have a better understanding of what to do. One is too take a break when weary.

 

Take care Christina. Thanks for your support and kindness you show all of us her at the Connection.

 

Peace,

 

Dave

 

10/28/09 9:59am

You continue to amaze me.  The way you identify the symptoms of your illness and how you plan to deal with them is awesome.  I think having a plan is always good. 

 

Have a great day!

11/16/09 12:33am

Enjoying your photo..

....

(No I am not a homo, and I believe you aren't)

I am a schizophrenic too, I do hear voice

and a schizophrenic have eyes like I other people

so I am watching your photo and wandering a wisdom

that you shown in your gentle smile

 

Through your photo, I believe you're wise

Through your photo, I believe you're patient

Through your photo, I see age of wisdom living through schizophrenia

 

But this just me and my eyes Mr. Robbins

I like writing to inspire, but you're the one with the wisdom.

...

but my delusion says to me"Don't you think that you put too much weigh on him?"

I say"Ah" to my delusion, and I just continue to write.

 

Share your wisdom Mr. Robbins.

 

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