Out of whack

Wow, I am so out of my routine. I have been writing less and less it seems. I keep justifying it by saying "I have been busy with others interests." I have been busy and  totally lose track of time.

These last two days I've been irritable. Not at any one particular thing. My shot is a week overdue and my ECT is a week and a half overdue because my pdoc was on vacation. I am going for my shot today and ECT tomorrow. That will bring me back to my "old" self.

I created an Apple Crisp recipe that is very yummy and added it to my recovery cookbook. That project is slow in coming but its going.

The voices are ever present, and I'm still fighting them. The meds will help me get stronger so I can fight harder. Meds help about 40% the voices, the rest is hard fought "mind exercises." I use distractions and will power to "push" the voice aside, to clear the way until I find my own true voice.

I finally finished the volunteer training paperwork so I can speak at the hospital. I sent it out today. I have a gig scheduled for Dec. 7th.

Well I've run out of things to say except,

Live, love, laugh, learn, listen,

Dave