schizophrenia, recovery, music, art, creativity, inspiration, depression, suicide, work, motivation
Hello Everyone, my name is Heidi, I live in a schizophrenia world with music and little red dog, Tigger. I pray to a God, I study maps, I laugh at stupid jokes that involve some sort of physical pantomime, I explore forest paths so far that I get lost and need to be rescued. I hear music, I get so scared of the monsters under the bed that I sleepwalk, my soul belongs to Saturn and sometimes I get so sad that I want to just go to sleep and go back there forever. My favourite food is chips. My favourite texture is soft. The things I dislike the most, is sharp noises and eyeballs. I believe I am close to cracking the mysterious engineering of UFO's and the physics of spirit, through my many encounters, dialogues and research and basing it all on Einsteins theory of relativity. There is a theory of everything, and it's not as complicated as Sony and Apple want us to believe.. I live in two very real, very different worlds, and it's tricky but I manage.