by
ysraal
Monday, September 08 2008
This illness I live with is not anything that anyone anywhere can relate to. We have to had had some experience to relate. I have had a wild but wonderful week and all the time I am think that only God gave me this because i can handle it and use it to help someone else. I like others traveled a long road to get where I am at today and I... Read more
by
ysraal
Monday, September 01 2008
I am hoping that i am on my forward path and that this too is not a hallucination or delusion. it is my life i mean. Man it is so hard but yet it just seems so unreal. Why is it that my hallucinations and delusions eem so real but my life seems so much like hallucinations and delusions. The unreal is real but the real seems unreal. All the... Read more
by
ysraal
Saturday, August 02 2008
Now that I finally have the formal definitive diagnosis of schizoaffective/mood/thought disorder, I feel like I can just push myself and try hard, very hard and work to either turn it around or at least better my place in society. I have been working at a pizza hut for over a year as the prep person for the grand wages of 6 dollars per hour and... Read more
by
ysraal
Tuesday, July 29 2008
So what I am living with an illness I still believe that I can go forward with my life and make the best that I ca with the help of the True great grand architect of the universe, God Almighty. I have been given extra help for my life and that is how I will look at my illness. I am blessed and I will be blessed more. When my extras talk I... Read more