Things definitely got out of control today, by my standards.. Why is each day so different? My rationale is that I bottle everything up and it just builds up and needs to escape... it is definitely worse at work. People there are just annoying me..  well I only have 2 more weeks of this to deal with now. then I go to a different school. and Then on March 16 will have started a brand new job. It is amazing just how much this job makes me feel like a failure/ alien/ outcast/ singled out... And it's as though they are all in on the plot too. Everything is starting to really get to me and theres noone around to listen.

The last 12 months have got to be the worst on record.  I so badly want to get my life in order.