Firstly, I have been noticing more posts on the site recently and I think it's really good to see more people posting and sharing. I'm glad there are people out there. Anyway, my topic today is the various types of Schizophrenia. I have never been given a classification so I want to find out what type I am, I just got given the diagnosis " schizophrenia"- thats it, but everyone else seems to be either paranoid type or something like that. I think I am a mix actually- catatonic, paranoid. Anyway I have done some reading and there is an "undifferentiated type" which I must be.... and I also read about the disorganised type which I might have some symptoms of too... though not too strongly. I sometimes think I cause all the events around me though- like so its my fault anyway even if I didn't do it. :(
I have a question- for anyone who reads this- Does anyone out there have a severe delayed response to people? I get annoyed with people when they ask me too many questions but its because I can't answer the question - whos fault is this? I feel like I shouldnt be talking to that person, but in fact they are someone I can trust. I get so annoyed with myself too, I am always pushing myself to try. I can't handle the defeat yet I must face it too. What is that, when I go blank when someone asks me a question, and can't think, it is a really embarrasing problem that I am always trying to cover up.
