I am a big procrastinator , I always have been. I have the best interests at heart though, I'm not a slacker. I don't know why, but I believe that motivation plays a big part in what I do. plans don't seem to motivate me at all, but I hate being late for someone. I often wish I had a study partner, which would motivate me to turn up for meetings and then I would actually study. I remind myself this is for my own future, but often I just want to lay down. If I were healthy I would do something such as watch TV or play a game. but when Im depressed I really just want to lay down. I wish so much for direction in life, and for a passion....I feel ready for that. I guess it is all a slow process really, things will happen slowly. Anyway once again Im procrastinating, I should go to work.
