It has been 6 months now- it seemed like a cruise or magical event at first, and although I still love him, I have noticed the Sz is sucking me dry energy wise and mentally keeps me from enjoying this relationship. I am constantly feeling highly suspicious and jealous. I get so caught up with the feeling that I forget the reality of the situation... Read more
I am a big procrastinator , I always have been. I have the best interests at heart though, I'm not a slacker. I don't know why, but I believe that motivation plays a big part in what I do. plans don't seem to motivate me at all, but I hate being late for someone. I often wish I had a study partner, which would motivate me to turn up for meetings... Read more
I feel calm and composed today, though this probably has something to do with it being the start of my monthly cycle. An added complexity to the whole situation, as I get the phenomenon called PMS which severly messes with my thinking and outlook , on top of Schizophrenia. Sometimes I do stupid things, but recently I have realised it is that time... Read more
Firstly, I have been noticing more posts on the site recently and I think it's really good to see more people posting and sharing. I'm glad there are people out there. Anyway, my topic today is the various types of Schizophrenia. I have never been given a classification so I want to find out what type I am, I just got given the diagnosis "... Read more
the past week has been pretty awful, I feel like people are out to get me in a way. usually one person in particular, but how can someone affect me when they aren`t even there? This is my perpetual world of unreason... believing that I can hear people talking to me when they probably aren`t. yet i continue to fight for the truth, even though... Read more