Been feeling a little withdrawn, and noticing that my passive- aggressive side is taking right over my life. For example, my roomate and her friend were sitting in her room all night laughing and talking ( about me?) , while I just sat in my room fuming and basically silently yelling out. I wonder, can they hear me?
What's more is that I have been developing a kind of narcolepsy which needs to be treated. I thought it was the meds, but I havent taken any in a few weeks now and it's is still as bad as ever. I need to get that under control too. I have an appointment with the sleep clinic next week.
Now it's November, which means there are 4 months until I return to Australia for good. I will be in a much better situation with medical treatment there. And I will be able to pursue my dreams of having a proper career and home. Japan has been good. But also like being in a vortex.
I am happier now though than I have been, and my illness is much more under control than before. Maybe I am getting better, who knows?
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