Fall descends upon me as expected every year.
Falling every Fall, as expected.
The days grow shorter, nightfall descends upon me earlier every day.
The dark cloud of sadness and depression and loneliness descends upon me earlier every day.
Finding joy in the leaves that fall in splendid color is my daily task.
The colors fill me with awe then... Read more
I get tired of my head hurting all the time. Things want in, things want out, and I can't sort it all out and it ends up nothing is stored. I think maybe some things get stored, but then the frying wires melt them.
It has been suggested I journal every day so I'm going to try but wonder if I'll remember.
I also get... Read more
Sometimes I find the writings I come across delightful and enchanting, with all the prose and poetry and dancing fairies & glittering tinkerbells piroueting all over the page.
Other times it makes me angry-do people actually live in that kind of world?
It's certainly an appealing world, but it's not... Read more
It feels like bugs are crawling under my skin, all over my body.
I get tired of scratching and just let them be.
At least it's a sign of life.
I just work here, no say, no partnership, no soulmate.
Just the door end of a battering ram day after day after day after day after day.
Pray for release, help, deliverance.....
Nothing.
That's how... Read more