Fall. ing.

By LostChances Friday, September 12, 2008

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Fall descends upon me as expected every year.

Falling every Fall, as expected.

The days grow shorter, nightfall descends upon me earlier every day.

The dark cloud of sadness and depression and loneliness descends upon me earlier every day.

Finding joy in the leaves that fall in splendid color is my daily task.

The colors fill me with awe then quickly that morphs into gloom....

What is this, this descent I can rely on as surely as the sun setting every night?

Don't haunt me, don't taunt me-why can't you come in peace.

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Donna-1

9/12/08 8:20pm

The fall is my favorite season, but it can be rather melancholie.

Carolyn

Claudia Krizay

9/12/08 9:29pm

You said to clck to unsubscribe- do you want me to do that? Your shareposts, I find very interesting. I enjoy reading them.

Claudia

LostChances

9/13/08 1:19pm

Hi-I don't know where that came from, I didn't put to unsubscribe...?...I don't want anyone to unsubscribe.

I very much enjoy your posts also. I either relate or they take me to a soothing place.

Christina Bruni, Health Guide

9/13/08 10:32am

Hello,

I relate to what you wrote as heading into fall, it's a sadder time for me though right now a productive writing season.

I'm wondering if a change in meds could be in order, because SAD or seasonal affective disorder can possibly go away at the right dose, as it did for me.

Trust me, I lived for 21 years with SAD until the change in dose of the Stelazine [it was increased] stopped the "winter blues" in its tracks.

Again, I relate to what you're going through and hope you find some joy in these dark days.

Regards,

LostChances

9/13/08 1:11pm

Thank you. I appreciate all the comments you've given me here and made me feel welcome.

Chris

9/14/08 2:18pm

Hello again ,

Your post is beautiful, although at the same time provoking sighs.It connects with a universal angst from feeling people.The human(e) condition. So glad you have posted again, I was wondering about you.Please take comfort that your feelings are heard and 'held'.

Please keep posting, Chris UK

LostChances

9/14/08 6:05pm

Thank you Chris-you always say kind things and I can't always respond but I think this.

I think i read you have a son who has sz.

Don't worry about me, I don't always feel like I can post.

Fall. ing.

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