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Hello  dear Mimi,

Hope it is just in time(restarting I mean).The meds will kick in . You are brave. Yes I am sure it will turn around in time.. don't feel such anguish.... things will work through... Courage and breathe easier and please keep posting!

Chris UK

Hello Mimi,

I suggest you be honest with your future husband, and not keep secrets from him.  The shame and guilt you already feel about having schizophrenia will only increase if you live in hiding and sneak around like everything's OK when it isn't. 

He loves you, marriage is, "in sickness and in health, in good times and in bad."

Please, be honest.  It could only backfire if something happens to you, and he finds out you kept it from him all these years.  Marriage involves trust.

You have three beautiful boys.  Your fiance loves you and I'm sure he loves your boys, so I suggest you reconcile whether or not you can have kids with your future husband.  If he is willing not to have a kid with you, that could be possible too, but you'll never know unless you talk with him honestly about your future plans as a couple.

If I may give my opinion, I feel that any man who would jeopardize your mental health and stability by insisting you have a kid . . ., well, I see if differently because I'm an outsider, and I made the choice not to marry and have kids.  So I won't make a judgment on that because I understand how you feel, and maybe he feels he wants a kid, too, and that is something you have to sit down and talk about together.

You lvoe this man, he loves you, so be honest and walk down this road with him in trust.

Respectfully,

cb

Hello everyone ,

I hope you are all doing well.

I havent posted in a while . I wanted to let you all know that im doing so well

since i've been back on my meds. I am greatly releived to being back to a full

functioning adult .

No  more paranoia ,delusions,hallucinactions ,I am symptom free !!!!! Yeah !!

Thank god for the meds.

thanks

Mimi