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tinker
Friday, January 09 2009
Now the stress of the holidays is over. I had very little stress, but find after the fact that the sub-conscious has it's own agenda!
Monday I went to the pain Dr. to fix a blooper they created last month and with the brilliant idea of having a shot of cortisone in my neck as a panicked attempt at progress.
That shot was the most painful... Read more
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tinker
Tuesday, January 06 2009
This was a horribly stressful week. I had constant panick attacks and my instincts are right on the mark. The man is a cruel sneaky person. He couldn't tell me what he judged about me so he went to my wonderful roommate and critisized me to her. I know she told the truth because I could feel the contempt oozing out of... Read more
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tinker
Saturday, January 03 2009
I have reached the point of painful acceptance. I am living with life just the way it is with no more hope left. It is what it is.
Usually I try very hard to look for the best side of the situation but not this time. Is acceptance the key? Does it solve all of my dilemmas. I think it may. When you... Read more
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tinker
Sunday, December 28 2008
So it is over for another year. I wish every day were Christmas without the rush and money. It can and will be for me.
My mind seems to be stable for now. I find without stress of any sort I am stable and content. I want for nothing. This is a first for me. My life has been spent wanting more and more. ... Read more
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tinker
Tuesday, December 23 2008
This year, again, I was prepared for a very quiet alone Christmas. I am grateful that for once my negative expectations were a lie! There have been a wealth of suprises and the call I got this morning fills my heart with warmth.
I will call him Mr.B. He called a few minutes ago and sounded warm and happy. He should... Read more