I haven't shared for quite some time because I have relapsed into a very vicious pain cycle. Oh well. When I feel like this I beg God to take me. It really isn't living when I am here.
I agreed almost two years ago to have who I thought was a dear friend move into my house. It went pretty well the first year, but this year... Read more
I've always made poor choices based on my history of loniness and displaced affection. My HS sweetheard dumped me for a girl he got pregnant twice, so I think somewhere in my psyc I got the idea that sex would reward me and I would get the prize. It's no suprise when my parents put me up for adoption as a baby and later I was returned... Read more
Have I somehow dropped out of this site? I feel shut out even here, where I thought I was supposed to belong...normal for me. P/sz. I don't require attention, but somehow I think I lost contact. One thing is if I delete my last e-mail notificiation on my regular e-mail I can forever lose the ability to recieve contact from... Read more
Hello friends. I've been commenting and privacy speaking, but haven't posted for a while. I sorta feel disconnected.
Since the contractors left I've been trying to catch up on the small projects I've left undone for the last five years. Progress. It makes me feel very good to see I am making progress. Money... Read more
The cymbalta is working. I feel nothing. Only two voices. Quiet. I am still paranoid. I wanted to write something today to someone, but I am afraid that it would harm their courage, yet I think they are in denial. They are repeating a lot, and when I do that I am trying to convince myself that things are... Read more
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