At first, the idea of taking Zyprexa again just made me sick. I have become allergic to Latuda (which had seemed the perfect antipsychotic for me.) So I don't have any choice. Latuda was also making me highly anxious, giving me unbearable akasthisia, and disturbing my sleep nightly. Then the itching and coughing started. Doesn't seem ideal, does it? But compared to Zyprexa I thought I had it good. Zyprexa turns me into the prototypical zombie, requiring 12-14 hrs of sleep per day, plus giving me a ravenous 24x7 appetite for things like Twinkies, chips, and ice cream. I doubled my weight in just a few months when I started taking Zyprexa in 1997. It's like trying to decide whether to exchange one unlivable situation for another. But it had also gotten to the point where Latuda was allowing breakthrough schizophrenia symptoms, and I couldn't increase the dose because of the side effects. It felt like time for everything to come crashing down, so my pdoc ordered a 1 to 2 month trial back on Zyprexa to see how things go. At least he is flexible. And I must confess I'm looking forward to a good night's sleep.


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Hi Donna,
Well, I've been taking Olanzipine for about 8 years straight now and I must say I can't grieve. The only reason I don't gain a lot of weight is because I take an anti-convulsant (Topomax) for an epileptic component to my illness. For some reason the Topomax stops the weight - gain of the anti-psychotic.
I guess I should consider myself lucky. I know quite a few people who have really ballooned while taking various atypical meds.
You said you tried another drug. What about Respiridol or Chlozaril ? Or maybe you'd be happier taking one of the older drugs like Loxapine or Haldol. Unless you get a large dose, the older drugs are good maintenance meds and studies have shown that they control symptoms as well as the new ones.
But I suppose you have been that route already.
Take care and God bless
Don Fraser
Thank you, Don. Yes, I've tried all the atypicals except Invega, and a few of the older antipsychotics. I know I was fortunate to have taken Zyprexa in that it gave me my life back, literally. But it took a long time for me to adjust to the weight gain. I had always been very small up until then. And since going on antipsychotics in general, I have never gotten my old energy back. They all zap me for some reason; Latuda, though, less than the rest.
Are you doing okay? I don't come to the site nearly as often as I used to because I haven't been well and because I'm involved in my mother's care (and am her social director it seems). But I already feel better knowing that Zyprexa is on the way. I always have to wait several days for my psychiatrist's assistant to call in a new prescription. I'm determined my life is going to change for the better.
You're very welcome Donna, thanks for caring. I am well, holding my own these days after a move to a new suite my life has gotten more interesting with more to do, it seems.
My aged parents are not well and my sisters and brother and me are trying to ease them into a care home, but at 81 and 85 they are reluctant to go. My mother has told me she wants to die at home. It's depressing. I try to help them as best I can but they really need a nurse full-time.
I'm trying to find work but because of my back injury there are only a few things I can do. I've got a rehab worker looking for jobs for me and I'm hopeful that she'll find something in the next little while.
The speaking is still ongoing but that's only a few times a year and doesn't really fill the calender.
But , as my life is now, I'm not content. There is more that I must do and I will do it.
Take care and God bless
Don Fraser