We met with my son's psychiatrist today and he agreed to take my son off Zyprexa, since we were going to do that anyway down the road; we also increased the Seroquil; he's on a low dose (200 mg) and this will be upped to 300 mg and eventually we'll get to 600 mg/day.
My son really wanted off Zyprexa; it had almost become an obsession with him, he hated being on a weight-gaining medication, and I think this thinking was part of his psychotic thoughts. He said that if we wanted him to continue taking the meds, the Zyprexa had to go, so the doctor listened to him and discontinued it. Well, it turned out this time around -- and he's been on Zyprexa two other times and it worked (albeit with bad side effects) -- this time around, for some weird reason, the Zyprexa didn't work, so it's not a great loss. He got no relief from it. We went nowhere with it. This isn't good, as now we have nothing to fall-back on now.
The list of "dead meds" is long: Risperdal, Abilify, Saphris, Geodon and now Zyprexa; if Seroquil doesn't work, we'll have a perfect half-dozen: six. It's probably not a record, but more than enough for us. And oh, my son is only 16 years old, so it's a lot for him.
All this comes with a bit of suicidal ideation, as he just wants his life back and is incredibly frustrated. The doctor said now he is "tortured in his mind," which is an accurate description. The question is, when to pull the "trigger" and hospitalize him -- something he would definitely not like, having spent three months in a psychiatric hospital in the summer of 2009.
And next, if this doesn't work: Clozeral. Not sure what we would do, as he hates weight-gaining medication, and I'm sure he's going to like the other side-effects. Who would? At this point he'd like to get off all medications, as he thinks then he would be ok, but the psychiatrist said he probably would go back into a deep psychosis. And hey, it's not like the meds have worked that well for him?
So we're stuck. Seroquil is our last shot; we're at the end of the road. If it doesn't work, I'm not sure what we will do. Well, we will do it, but the amount of pain and difficulty could be tremendous. Any thoughts?


I can definitely understand your frustration with your son's being unable to find a medication that works for him and one that does not have side-effects associated with it. I was 23 when I was first diagnosed and I am now 50. I too like your son placed on a wide array of medications until finally being put on Seoroquel. At first I was placed on both a morning dose and at dose at bedtime. The morning dose did not work for me because it made me feel extremely tired. I was then placed on a dose to be taken at bedtime. I believe the highest dose of Seroquel I was on was 600 milligrams. I now take 400 milligrams and that has left me the most stable i have been in years.
There is something else you might consider and that is ECT treatments. Some people are against such treatments but for me the treatments did Wonders. Also I feel it is Very Important to Trust one's doctor and also a person must be honest and up front with their doctor. I know with my psychiatrist he wants a person to follow his orders otherwise he feels you are wasting his time as well as yours.
Let me close by saying I will pray for your son and your entire famil that you will find a medication that works well for your son and one with little side-effects.
Thanks, Janet, for your post!
It turns out that my son is now on Seroquil, although we are slowly increasing the dosage. At this point it is 300 mg/day at about 6 pm, but in a week or two we will be up to 600 mg/day. So it's encouraging that Seroquil has helped you, who like my son tried many medications. Perhaps it will work for him as well.
Glad to hear you found something! I know from first-hand experience how important that is!
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