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Thursday, December, 04, 2008

To My Cat

by  Claudia Krizay
Wednesday, June 25, 2008
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To My Cat

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You, so happy so it seems, all of the time,

Faithful, trustworthy- I know you’d be laughing now if you knew how-

With that constant smile upon your upturned face

All you ask of me is your food, and a warm lap upon which to sleep,

A little loving and perhaps to be stroked or perhaps an

Occasional kiss upon that special and soft spot behind you ears, and

Your purring says “I love you “ right back to me

In such a simple way-

How simple is a cat’s life, and how I wish it were for me as well-

Frightening voices in the night, and

Sometimes haunting me in the morning too-

My mind plays tricks on me-

Bu the only voice you hear is mine,

An “I love you”

Every evening, morning and mid day too, though

Straight from my heart, though aching speaks with all honesty…

Curling by my feet at night makes the hurt subside a bit,

Just for the night, in my dreams it’s just you and me

Aboard a ship together on waters calm-

Sailing together to a dream world created just for you and me to share,

My eyes slowly shall open with the morning’s light,

The first sight I see is your warm body still curled at my feet,

Sleeping soundly without a care with that forever smile still

Written upon your face-

How I envy you, my little friend,

If I could only walk the steps you take,

Never to envision the world outside, with all its wars, crime and craziness-

All you know is this world indoors,

Downy carpet, a soft warm bed on which to sleep,

Food and water at your demand that I am more than delighted to comply-

How I adore you my constant companion,

As you don’t hear those frightening voices or live in fear as I do,

As far as I can tell your life is just simple pleasure-

Just keep up that constant smiling face to remind me that

Someone loves me though the rest of the world has gone insane,

If I just stay inside with you we can journey at night to that

Dream world made for the two of us alone,

Free from crazy people or scary voices, and

My life can be made worthwhile for just a few moments every night,

As long as I am basking in that magical land with you…

You don’t have to worry about death because you don’t understand it-

Just dream on, little feline friend, and

Keep enjoying your life’s simplicity and I will

Keep praying that I will follow in your footsteps and perhaps

By some magical chance that dreamland will become reality,

I can wish my fears away,

And those voices will stay away; together we can live in peace,

And I can also wear a forever, constant smile

As I leave the real world for

A life like yours-

No matter what it takes?

Even if it’s only within a dream…

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Claudia Krizay

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