by
alisza
Monday, March 23 2009
hello all i would first like to thank everyone for all their support you all have made me feel really comfortable here thank you so much
anywho i have not been on my meds for maybe three weeks now and i am doing much better i stopped taking them because i need to feel normal i believe that the pills make me happy not that i want to be sad... Read more
by
alisza
Sunday, March 15 2009
i just found out that one of my best friends has been working with the gov.
they have been following me and tracking me for about three weeks now
i confronted him about this and he tried to lie and say he didnt know anything
about what was going on but i know the truth
i dont understand why he would do this to me it makes no sense i was his... Read more
by
alisza
Friday, March 06 2009
well i got denied for my SSI that sucks
but my mom said everyone gets denied the first time
my doctor said i cant work but they say i can idk
also i thought i was getting my tax returns today
nope not until the 13th i guess sooooo here i am
bored nothing to do no where to go no money in my
pocket. well i forgot to take my meds this morning... Read more
by
alisza
Tuesday, March 03 2009
i was laying a bath full of hot steamy water, listening to my music, the thought popped into my mind that this was my time, time to go, time to die, yes i have been taking my meds, but something led, me to this point in life, where it all seemed worthless, it is my time, i thought of ways to do it, ways i could escape life, flee from my troubles,... Read more
by
alisza
Thursday, February 26 2009
well today is one of those days
when i woke up i was so full of energy
but now i dont know i took a shower
but when i put my pants on someone put
itching powder in them
i dont know why i didnt do anything to anyone
its wrong
i cant eat today because everyone thinks in a fat whale
and i am tired of people talking shit about me
i am playing... Read more