Information and opinions on Schizophrenia from alisza at SchizophreniaConnection.com. The HealthCentral Network, Inc. (www.HealthCentral.com) is one of the top health destinations on the Web, with more than 35 condition-specific, wellness and general health Web properties. http://www.healthcentral.com/schizophrenia/c/957361 http://www.healthcentral.com/schizophrenia/c/957361/rss self application/xml en-us 15 120 19 http://www.healthcentral.com/images/hc_logo_sm.gif http://www.healthcentral.com/schizophrenia/c/957361 http://www.healthcentral.com/schizophrenia/c/957361/64225/better Mon, 23 Mar 2009 02:27:45 -0400 alisza hello all i would first like to thank everyone for all their support you all have made me feel really comfortable here thank you so much   anywho i have not been on my meds for maybe three weeks now and i am doing much better i stopped taking them because i need to feel normal i believe that the pills make me happy not that i want to be sad or depressed i dont but they are making me feel a false happness ya know like when bad stuff... http://www.healthcentral.com/schizophrenia/c/957361/64225/better http://www.healthcentral.com/schizophrenia/c/957361/63279/betrayed Sun, 15 Mar 2009 21:46:06 -0400 alisza i just found out that one of my best friends has been working with the gov. they have been following me and tracking me for about three weeks now i confronted him about this and he tried to lie and say he didnt know anything about what was going on but i know the truth i dont understand why he would do this to me it makes no sense i was his best friend and now he is trying to help them get me so that they can do experiments on me i tried... http://www.healthcentral.com/schizophrenia/c/957361/63279/betrayed http://www.healthcentral.com/schizophrenia/c/957361/62145/well Fri, 06 Mar 2009 20:08:53 -0500 alisza well i got denied for my SSI that sucks but my mom said everyone gets denied the first time my doctor said i cant work but they say i can idk also i thought i was getting my tax returns today nope not until the 13th i guess sooooo here i am bored nothing to do no where to go no money in my pocket. well i forgot to take my meds this morning oops sorry i will remember tomorrow my best friend is getting off work and i know he will be tired... http://www.healthcentral.com/schizophrenia/c/957361/62145/well http://www.healthcentral.com/schizophrenia/c/957361/61692/cant-others Tue, 03 Mar 2009 16:12:10 -0500 alisza i was laying a bath full of hot steamy water, listening to my music, the thought popped into my mind that this was my time, time to go, time to die, yes i have been taking my meds, but something led, me to this point in life, where it all seemed worthless, it is my time, i thought of ways to do it, ways i could escape life, flee from my troubles, my pain, i dont have time to think about your feelings, do you think about mine, the pain i go thru... http://www.healthcentral.com/schizophrenia/c/957361/61692/cant-others http://www.healthcentral.com/schizophrenia/c/957361/61068/days Thu, 26 Feb 2009 14:50:05 -0500 alisza well today is one of those days when i woke up i was so full of energy but now i dont know i took a shower but when i put my pants on someone put itching powder in them i dont know why i didnt do anything to anyone its wrong i cant eat today because everyone thinks in a fat whale and i am tired of people talking shit about me i am playing my music really loud so i dont have to hear them anymore i took my meds but someone switched them... http://www.healthcentral.com/schizophrenia/c/957361/61068/days http://www.healthcentral.com/schizophrenia/c/957361/60836/about-me Tue, 24 Feb 2009 19:22:24 -0500 alisza hi this is a little about me i was hospitilized on dec 10th for a suicide attempt then again on dec 27th i swallowed a bottle of prozac while in there i was diagnosed with major depression, parainod SZ, and seziures i already new i had seziures i wanted to die because i had to much pressure i was living by myself i had 725.00 rent i worked at a stressful job i worked graveyard midnight to 8am me and my ex were having problems i... http://www.healthcentral.com/schizophrenia/c/957361/60836/about-me