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David Robbins

posted 10/19/2009, comments (3)

I care to scare

A fellow blogger on the local newspaper site challenged to the bloggers to write a scary story. Here is my entry. The night is quiet. The full moon shines brightly. Stars twinkle and glow. A gentle breeze blows through the trees. Crickets sing their melodies. Somewhere far off in the forest an owl hoots.I tell myself... Read more Chevron

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posted 10/08/2009, comments (6)

busy day

I am developing a new morning routine. I am rewriting things I do to benefit me. It's working well. I am still a little slow, that's part of the plan. Speaking of slow, I am trying to slow down. I keep forgetting that I needn't rush. That's hard for me. My thoughts race like a hurricane wind. I practice slowing my mind. Most of the time I... Read more Chevron

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posted 09/30/2009, comments (3)

The hard part

"The hardest part of doing nothing is knowing when to stop." Yesterday I had a huge anxiety attack. My head was racing my body shaking (sounds like a song). I sat around doing nothing to stop it. I tried to tell Margaret. She was begging me to talk to her. I tried, real hard. I couldn't find the words to tell... Read more Chevron

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posted 08/27/2009, comments (2)

WOW! 6am!!

I opened my eyes today and it was a little after 6am. My, I haven't done that in months. I went to the "express lane" pdoc. I think I broke my record....4 mintues 32 seconds. My anxiety was high. The reason for that is I never know what to say when he asks "what's new?" I contemplate things, in reality I have nothing (at least for... Read more Chevron

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posted 08/12/2009, comment (1)

Let the music play

The lyric "you can do magic, your the one can put out the fire" has been skipping in my mind all morning. I've been up about an hour and a half. My family is on fire. Not just my siblings but my parents,aunts and uncles and cousins. Is it up to me to put out that fire? If it is I don't have the strength or the... Read more Chevron

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