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David Robbins

posted 10/07/2009, comments (0)

OH NO NOT AGAIN!?!?

Life has changed. Me being a work in progress, I chip away and the negative factors so that they fall from me. Michaelangelo said-"I saw the angel in the marble and carved until I set him free." I conflict over the fact that I enjoy the "head" music but shun the voice traffic. I cannot have it both ways. Work on... Read more Chevron

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posted 09/30/2009, comments (3)

The hard part

"The hardest part of doing nothing is knowing when to stop." Yesterday I had a huge anxiety attack. My head was racing my body shaking (sounds like a song). I sat around doing nothing to stop it. I tried to tell Margaret. She was begging me to talk to her. I tried, real hard. I couldn't find the words to tell... Read more Chevron

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posted 09/28/2009, comments (8)

back home

We are home from our vacation. It was nice to see my folks. I was surprised to see that mom looked worse than dad. She is sad and tired. I am worried for them both. Dad's drinking and violent rantings are still common. Mom said he's forgeting alot and when I talked to her she didn't always hear me. I'm... Read more Chevron

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posted 09/06/2009, comments (4)

Looking with open eyes

I have told the story of my two parking meter incidents before. I learned an important lesson from them. When I spend too much time looking over my shoulder at the past I get hurt. I don't wanna hurt anymore, so I focus on ways to deal with past issues. I don't want to foget them I just wanna deal with them. I think I'm doing a good job of... Read more Chevron

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posted 09/02/2009, comments (2)

And the band plays on

I woke this morning at 2:50 am to Cher singing "Gypsies, tramps and thieves." Now I hear "Dr. Feelgood" by a band I can't remember who. The funny thing is that I haven't actually heard either song in years. I am always amazed at the song selections I hear. I feel rather well today. It's early yet, that's ok, this is a good time to... Read more Chevron

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