ive taken serequel for a year now. and other times past. i don't call this living. i miss church on sunday. i miss lunch with friends. i miss driving. i wake up at 2pm everyday. lately i slept all day. i sleep twice because medicated sleep time is more like paralysis. time when my brain may be hallucinating. i dream i have children i don't know about. one of the children i don't know about had a botched circumcision. a voice recently told me my unrealized child was both male and female and had had a sex change. my life was better the way it was before. before the change to daylight savings time. i always have an episode when they change the clocks. last year my episode landed me an increase in dosage to risperdone orally dissolving tablets times two.two two mg tablets. and they also added serequel. its just not fair i want my life back. after taking the two meds together i metamorphose into sleep paralysis. muscle rigidity and wake up sweltering in bed at 2pm. im addicted to the serequel. i needed to be weaned off.




