im always confused, loose my temper over silly things, always neverous + paranoid, cant sleep i always think someone is watching me, thought bout killing myself !, i feel myself doing + saying thing i wouldnt have a few years back, always in trouble with the police !, i dont like going out the house anymore, dont talk to any of my friends anymore.ohh and my dads, dad has got it but not my dad or anyone else, when i loose my temper i dont care what i do, or who i hurt an till after the mood has gone.
I have really bad mood swings, one muinte i will be really happy an nice, and the next minute i hate everyone an i dont care bout anything.
i Do really silly things aswel :(. ii hate people walking behind me aswell it just makes me paranoid !!, i hate feeling like thiis !, sometimes i just get really confused like.. i forget what im typeing, forget what im talking about, forget what im doin basicaly,forget what im going to say. i dont really go to school anymore i have alot of time off because i just dont wont to leave the house !.
my pattern of sleep has changed aswell i dont like sleeping at night i think someone wonts to kill me, an is watching me so i go to sleep when its getting light out side, because i dont think someone will kill in the day light !, and there is a little girl who sits by my bed at night sometimes just looking at me ://. plus i have been kicked out of 3 mainstrem schools, 1 behaouir centre, because i loose my temper to easy, and get really stressed, but luckly i have got into a nother behouir centre now.Im Fourteen please helpppp !!!!!