Thanks Carolyn, basically I'm on Risperdal Consta fifty mg once every two weeks and Lexapro. I have neglected to get the Risperdal for some time and am long overdo. However I never got better at all I think when I got the shot. The lexpapro just isn't helping and I need to try a new med.
I'm not sure if this is depression or just negative symptoms. I just know it feels terrible and I'm left helpless with no where to turn. I can't even get out of bed most of the time. I hate this life...