The fun just began 4 years ago with me. I am 27 now male. lifelong aspergers and stable but something happened at 23 in 2008 when i hit sudden deep depression, and systematically declined in behavior. Then I kept behaving even more antisocial as 2007 turned into 2008 right in the height of my entertainment and modeling career... but i became anhedonic. By 2009 I had gotten into a chronic oscillating pattern of requiring stimulants to think clearly. (and not laught to myself in public for no reason). Also unlike 2007-2008... by 2009 I began having waves of moderate paranoia. I toned down drug use. Its now 2012 and my paranoia and distrust and antisocial tendancy has progressed to a much more frequent rate of occurance, and more intense. And in 2010-2011 I had persistent mild weird thoughts I understood were delusions and couldnt shake them anyway but by now, i can kind of give doubt to my fears and paranoias in a good day but I am slamming hard into a level of delusion that, during its peak, I seriously believe and engage in my suspicion. then when a phase ends, it does so abruptly over an hour or two period, only to return in a couple days. So the fun has just begun for me. no diagnosis has been handed down, but lets be honest with outselves. how long will it be till i no longer have those clearings between paranoia where i can reanalyze my thoughts and realize its in my head? not long i belive. its getting more difficult.