I Want To Die But Don't Want To Hurt Them

Question

Asked by hbrown1986

I Want To Die But Don't Want To Hurt Them

i have been thinking about killing myself for awhile and i think im ready now though im not sure how to do it, but i dont want my family to know i want them to simply think it was an accident. How do i say goodbye to them without them knowing and if anyone were to ever figure it out that it was my choice and not their fault.

Answer

Hi there

Listen...here is what I would like you to do. I would like you to reach out to one of your friends or family members and tell them what you are thinking. There is a way to get help and stop feeling so much pain. If you end yourself the pain will continue in each and every person you will leave behind. I don't think you want that sort of legacy. Your loved ones will never get over it.

If you feel you cannot talk to your loved ones I want you to call one of these hotline numbers:

National Suicide Hopeline
Phone: 800.784.2433

National Suicide Prevention Lifeline
Phone: 800.273.8255

I truly do not believe you are writing here for us to assist you in how to kill yourself. I think you do want help and are realizing that harming yourself will only bring great pain to the ones you love.

Please get some help right now. I also want you to write back to us and let us know that you are okay.

I expect to hear back from you.

Answered by Merely Me